my life does just go in cycles - some good, some bad, some i'm not so sure about.
last night was a strange one where things have shifted and i am so thankful for the people around me. it was my first weekend alone as a single rampant divorcee in 2 years and i ended up spending it almost exactly like the last night of my singledom 2 years ago...but everything does happen for a reason, doesn't it?
started the afternoon with my daughter and her best friend - went to go see an oak tree at the soho theatre - the guest actor was that tracy woman that was in eastenders and loadsa other stuff - you know i think she is the one that is supposed to be in prison for dirty den's murder? she was good, but coulda been dressed better - women our age shouldn't wear clingy dresses without the proper - or no - undies.
then me and my daughter shopped around soho a bit then of course ended up in the ship, with my drag queen, and then with the punker. yes the punker that i spent months ignoring years ago and then months fucking then months crying over. and the last time it happened? 2 years ago, with my drag queen nursing me through it, lol...then to continue my cycle i headed to the bouncing souls after party at the intrepid fox and jezabel and my daughter tried to get me drunk...
but i wasn't too drunk to realise that the really really sexy guy with the hot hot body and tattooed sleeves was way drunker than me and it kinda freaked me out. he had muscles and i got a bit freaked out just because i'm still a bit shaky about what happend when the recent x was drunk. if i'm ever going to be non-single again i guess i need to get over this fear of drunnk men - or start cruising AA meetings?
this morning i kinda regretted having let drunk muscle tattoo punk boy slip through my fingers like that - almost literally - but i gave him my moo card so hopefully he'll phone when his hangover subsides today. this morning i also realised how much i appreciate the punnker's friendship. he and i have been through alot together and i just blurted out to him why i was no longer getting married...the look on his face...he couldn't believe that anyone woulda coulda done that to me - just having him there and still in my life as i friend was so lovely to feel.
us old punkers have got to stick together!
ugh and i need to order new moo cards as most of the ones i have got me and recent x all over them...
actually does anyone else have moo cards and want to swap?
last night was a strange one where things have shifted and i am so thankful for the people around me. it was my first weekend alone as a single rampant divorcee in 2 years and i ended up spending it almost exactly like the last night of my singledom 2 years ago...but everything does happen for a reason, doesn't it?
started the afternoon with my daughter and her best friend - went to go see an oak tree at the soho theatre - the guest actor was that tracy woman that was in eastenders and loadsa other stuff - you know i think she is the one that is supposed to be in prison for dirty den's murder? she was good, but coulda been dressed better - women our age shouldn't wear clingy dresses without the proper - or no - undies.
then me and my daughter shopped around soho a bit then of course ended up in the ship, with my drag queen, and then with the punker. yes the punker that i spent months ignoring years ago and then months fucking then months crying over. and the last time it happened? 2 years ago, with my drag queen nursing me through it, lol...then to continue my cycle i headed to the bouncing souls after party at the intrepid fox and jezabel and my daughter tried to get me drunk...
but i wasn't too drunk to realise that the really really sexy guy with the hot hot body and tattooed sleeves was way drunker than me and it kinda freaked me out. he had muscles and i got a bit freaked out just because i'm still a bit shaky about what happend when the recent x was drunk. if i'm ever going to be non-single again i guess i need to get over this fear of drunnk men - or start cruising AA meetings?
this morning i kinda regretted having let drunk muscle tattoo punk boy slip through my fingers like that - almost literally - but i gave him my moo card so hopefully he'll phone when his hangover subsides today. this morning i also realised how much i appreciate the punnker's friendship. he and i have been through alot together and i just blurted out to him why i was no longer getting married...the look on his face...he couldn't believe that anyone woulda coulda done that to me - just having him there and still in my life as i friend was so lovely to feel.
us old punkers have got to stick together!
ugh and i need to order new moo cards as most of the ones i have got me and recent x all over them...
actually does anyone else have moo cards and want to swap?
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hellomrworld:
that sounds cool .. have fun ...
perdy:
I'm afraid the space in my bed is taken but I think you should come play here, there's a big gay ball coming up you know.