cakemix

...but then he shows up at the spur of the moment last night just as i have to leave for wolfmother and in the end we hugged and it was the release i needed. no idea how my make up stayed intact! this is so hard and it sucks the big one that we do really love each other but i dont' know how to get passed what happened in cyprus. i just wish it had never happened.

he's left me alone to day so maybe that's it all over now.
not what i want but i can't keep being upset.

thanks everyone for listening/reading xxx

o and ps...

everyone today has said how amazing i look.
can i just say that i have a hangover from hell, a period that is bordering on satanic, and am about to burst into tears any moment - but i reckon its just the weight of the last month being lifted that people are noticing,