I just got back from the outdoor antique market. I love waking up early on sundays. I bought a Bob Dylan record, a vintage dress, a skirt and a shirt. I get such a kick out of the outdoor market.
Yesterday I shot a new set with Napalm. We'll be hearing more about that soon, hopefully.
Earlier yesterday I was at the laundromat and for some reason the combination of the weather and circumstance and a peculiar sensory overload, a rush of specific vivid memories came back to me. They weren't bad memories, it was more like nostalgia. Anyway, it resulted in me bursting into tears in public and running home. I cried for like an hour, I haven't had a good cry in months. I think it was mostly owed to how much I hate something in my life that's just out of reach, something that I want desperately.
Afterwards all I could think about was how fucking ridiculous I must have look running out of a laundromat crying.
In other strange news, I have a new job. I am a substitute teaching 4th and 5th grade. I got the job through my school. It is probably the most outlandish thing that I've ever done. Never in a million years would I have thought I would be a teacher. I've never worked or even been around children in my life. They frighten me mostly and I have a hard time understanding their logic, but you know, it's bazaar but I'm actually loving it. This is bad but I think it's sorta a power trip for me. I never really realized how much I like being in control. And the kids aren't so bad, they're actually kinda in awe with me, it's cute. I'm kinda in awe with myself right now too, I've never jumped into something so unfamiliar and dominated it so well.
I need help with my next tattoo, which I'm getting soon, god willing.
I'm getting the text on both forearms where the white line is. I can't decide whether I want to have the text faces up towards me, so I can read it or so when I put my wrists together and down someone who is not me could read it. I also cannot decided whether to get the font in american typewriter or times new roman. Also, does anyone have any stories about their experience with light pigmented tattoos?
Don't forget to listen to SuicideGirls Radio tonight and every sunday from 12 to 2 am. You can stream from Indie 103.1, here or from you iTune's radio player.
Ps. This is for Napalm, because I love her to death.
Yesterday I shot a new set with Napalm. We'll be hearing more about that soon, hopefully.
Earlier yesterday I was at the laundromat and for some reason the combination of the weather and circumstance and a peculiar sensory overload, a rush of specific vivid memories came back to me. They weren't bad memories, it was more like nostalgia. Anyway, it resulted in me bursting into tears in public and running home. I cried for like an hour, I haven't had a good cry in months. I think it was mostly owed to how much I hate something in my life that's just out of reach, something that I want desperately.
Afterwards all I could think about was how fucking ridiculous I must have look running out of a laundromat crying.
In other strange news, I have a new job. I am a substitute teaching 4th and 5th grade. I got the job through my school. It is probably the most outlandish thing that I've ever done. Never in a million years would I have thought I would be a teacher. I've never worked or even been around children in my life. They frighten me mostly and I have a hard time understanding their logic, but you know, it's bazaar but I'm actually loving it. This is bad but I think it's sorta a power trip for me. I never really realized how much I like being in control. And the kids aren't so bad, they're actually kinda in awe with me, it's cute. I'm kinda in awe with myself right now too, I've never jumped into something so unfamiliar and dominated it so well.
I need help with my next tattoo, which I'm getting soon, god willing.
I'm getting the text on both forearms where the white line is. I can't decide whether I want to have the text faces up towards me, so I can read it or so when I put my wrists together and down someone who is not me could read it. I also cannot decided whether to get the font in american typewriter or times new roman. Also, does anyone have any stories about their experience with light pigmented tattoos?
Don't forget to listen to SuicideGirls Radio tonight and every sunday from 12 to 2 am. You can stream from Indie 103.1, here or from you iTune's radio player.
Ps. This is for Napalm, because I love her to death.
Pss. Here's to monday nights at my house.
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napalm:
It's wednesday....you know what that means.....
popbitch:
you are the cutest!
