Hey SG Land!
How are your respective weekends going? Mine is not bad I suppose.
Today I went to the thrift store and bought myself a pair of high top Cons, black lights on a string to put on the heaboard (they didn't work though), and a figurine that looks more or less like this (with nicer painting and better posing)
I have tomorrow off, but with no real plans other than getting Nina to cut my hair.
And right now I am watching ANTM online. I am pretty emotionally strained.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and she referred me to the on staff counselor. He is going away for a few weeks, so unfortunately I can't see him until the 6th....of November ;_; They did suggest to me that I call every few days to find out if he has any cancellations though. If not, I have 3 scheduled appointments at 45 minutes each. According to -my- doctor, I have general anxiety (which I knew) and "situational depression" (which I don't necessarily agree with, but whatever). She wanted to put me on drugs, but I said no, at least until the counselor can diagnose me after talking about my issues. If he thinks I need to be on any kind of SSRI then I will consider, but they're pretty tricky things to get used to and to get off of.
Going to do a photoshoot this week with a local photog at a barber shop. He's going for a pin-up look, which is harder to do with my current hair, but the right clothes and make-up usually help.
Anyways....time for chain smoking and a lonely bed...
How are your respective weekends going? Mine is not bad I suppose.
Today I went to the thrift store and bought myself a pair of high top Cons, black lights on a string to put on the heaboard (they didn't work though), and a figurine that looks more or less like this (with nicer painting and better posing)
I have tomorrow off, but with no real plans other than getting Nina to cut my hair.
And right now I am watching ANTM online. I am pretty emotionally strained.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and she referred me to the on staff counselor. He is going away for a few weeks, so unfortunately I can't see him until the 6th....of November ;_; They did suggest to me that I call every few days to find out if he has any cancellations though. If not, I have 3 scheduled appointments at 45 minutes each. According to -my- doctor, I have general anxiety (which I knew) and "situational depression" (which I don't necessarily agree with, but whatever). She wanted to put me on drugs, but I said no, at least until the counselor can diagnose me after talking about my issues. If he thinks I need to be on any kind of SSRI then I will consider, but they're pretty tricky things to get used to and to get off of.
Going to do a photoshoot this week with a local photog at a barber shop. He's going for a pin-up look, which is harder to do with my current hair, but the right clothes and make-up usually help.
Anyways....time for chain smoking and a lonely bed...