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caitriona

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Sunday Sep 16, 2012

Sep 16, 2012
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It would be nice to post one, not mopey blog....just one..

Life is slowing way down. My hours at work have been cut almost in half, it's getting harder and harder to pay rent and my bills, and now I am looking into getting a second job.

My love life (what there is left of it) is pretty stagnant. We are trying to work things out, but she needs more space and I'm scared every day that she is going to just give up.

I did get a family doctor the other day, and on the 27th I am going to see her about getting into counselling. My main concern is that she made up a list of SSRIs, SNRIs, anti-psychotics, and mood stabilizers for me to look into. I don't want to be pumped full of drugs (that I can't afford anyways). I want to talk to someone and find out how to cope with my anxiety and anger issues.

Other than that, here is a photo taken of me with a Too Fast dress and clutch, taken for Bad Bettie's Boutique's Online Lookbook. I am excited to see the rest of them..


(personally I think my arms look a wee bit chubby)
user9800:
Try your best to be patient and just try to let thing work out slowly. You didn't get to where you are overnight and you won't be able to fix things over night smile
And your arms don't look chunky and you look terrific in the pictures biggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrinbiggrin
Sep 16, 2012

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