Going home in 2 days...what have I learned?
Actions have consequences, nothing in life is easy, and, if you love someone, always treat them like fucking gold (so long as they treat you the same).
I'm scared because I don't know what it's going to be like; going back to my apartment with she and I sleeping in different rooms. But she loves me very much, as I do her, and we both believe that it can work, so long as we both put in the effort to fix things.
I am hopefully going to be set up with a family doctor on Wednesday, who can do blood work and refer me to a counselor. Gotta get the ball rolling. Then it's back to work on Thursday (which is probably going to suck).
In other news (and I'm quite surprised I have any): I have a photo shoot on the 18th. It'll be black and white bodyscapes. Getting naked for the camera again since I've lost 10lbs should help improve my self esteem. It's a bit of a ways away, but pics will surely be posted here when I get 'em
Nighty night SG.
Actions have consequences, nothing in life is easy, and, if you love someone, always treat them like fucking gold (so long as they treat you the same).
I'm scared because I don't know what it's going to be like; going back to my apartment with she and I sleeping in different rooms. But she loves me very much, as I do her, and we both believe that it can work, so long as we both put in the effort to fix things.
I am hopefully going to be set up with a family doctor on Wednesday, who can do blood work and refer me to a counselor. Gotta get the ball rolling. Then it's back to work on Thursday (which is probably going to suck).
In other news (and I'm quite surprised I have any): I have a photo shoot on the 18th. It'll be black and white bodyscapes. Getting naked for the camera again since I've lost 10lbs should help improve my self esteem. It's a bit of a ways away, but pics will surely be posted here when I get 'em
Nighty night SG.
tequilasunrise:
I know it can be scary thinking/knowing that you need help. I'm going thru a similar situation. I have an appointment on September 20. It can't get here soon enough. I'm sick of this roller coaster.
bitten:
Thank u so much