It`s been an awful almost 48 hours now..
I found out my girlfriend had been hiding something from me out of her own shame or embarrassment or whatever you want to call it, which was a pretty big something that I should have been informed of 6 months ago.
I feel betrayed, I considered leaving, but ultimately I`m still sitting here in the apartment, willing to let her prove to me that she isn`t hiding anything else, and that I can trust her again. It`s going to take time...I love her so much but I don`t feel happiness when I look at or think about her right now.
We bought each other Claddagh rings yesterday; when she gave me mine, she told me it was her promise to love and cherish me and to always be honest with me from now on. I can see that she`s been trying these past couple of days but it takes time to get over this kind of hurt. I hope I didn`t make a mistake in not packing up my shit and leaving...
I found out my girlfriend had been hiding something from me out of her own shame or embarrassment or whatever you want to call it, which was a pretty big something that I should have been informed of 6 months ago.
I feel betrayed, I considered leaving, but ultimately I`m still sitting here in the apartment, willing to let her prove to me that she isn`t hiding anything else, and that I can trust her again. It`s going to take time...I love her so much but I don`t feel happiness when I look at or think about her right now.
We bought each other Claddagh rings yesterday; when she gave me mine, she told me it was her promise to love and cherish me and to always be honest with me from now on. I can see that she`s been trying these past couple of days but it takes time to get over this kind of hurt. I hope I didn`t make a mistake in not packing up my shit and leaving...
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tactical:
Your welcome, I guess the only advice I can give is ask yourself if you CAN trust this person again, and also if you SHOULD, take time reflect and then decide, you have to really listen to yourself though and not be swayed by what you WANT your answers to be. If the answer its no then you have to act on that no matter how much you hate it, it will save you more pain down the road. If the answer is yes you have to truly let it go and move forward clean. You'll figure it out, trust yourself
mkayal:
I wish you well and I hope this marks something good rather than... not good... for you in the end.