Sore today, but feeing a little better mentally. I think I'm just going to stay in my PJs and watch TV.
I talked to my best friend last night and we decided that since I have August the 1st off, I should go up to Kingston Ontario and spend the long weekend with her. I can't really afford it right now (even though we bought the tickets off Megabus so roundtrip I'm paying $70), but I miss her and I need positive people around me right now.
(Kingston)
Despite my want to move out on my own, I have had minimal luck in contacting people or being able to view apartments that are in my price range. Most places that have utilities included, full kitchen and bath are around $750/m and I will be struggling daily to afford that. Now that I am single again and the drama between my ex bf and I has subsided, I don't see it being too hard to just live platonically with him. I mean, it did affect my last relationship because everything was happening fast and there were a lot of emotions involved and it ended up being a hot mess. However, Sinead is gone, and I will have time to find myself while not having the stress of being broke if we can get a shared apartment. And by the time I'm ready to date again, I'll be in a much healthier place with myself and him, which will greatly up the success rate of my next relationship.
Not to mention he was there for me this weekend...
So that's it boys and ghouls. Time for me to listen to some Type O Negative and long for autumn (does this happen to anyone else when they hear TON?)
xx
I talked to my best friend last night and we decided that since I have August the 1st off, I should go up to Kingston Ontario and spend the long weekend with her. I can't really afford it right now (even though we bought the tickets off Megabus so roundtrip I'm paying $70), but I miss her and I need positive people around me right now.
(Kingston)
Despite my want to move out on my own, I have had minimal luck in contacting people or being able to view apartments that are in my price range. Most places that have utilities included, full kitchen and bath are around $750/m and I will be struggling daily to afford that. Now that I am single again and the drama between my ex bf and I has subsided, I don't see it being too hard to just live platonically with him. I mean, it did affect my last relationship because everything was happening fast and there were a lot of emotions involved and it ended up being a hot mess. However, Sinead is gone, and I will have time to find myself while not having the stress of being broke if we can get a shared apartment. And by the time I'm ready to date again, I'll be in a much healthier place with myself and him, which will greatly up the success rate of my next relationship.
Not to mention he was there for me this weekend...
So that's it boys and ghouls. Time for me to listen to some Type O Negative and long for autumn (does this happen to anyone else when they hear TON?)
xx
Thank you very much for commenting on my set, the best of luck to you with moving out on you own. I'm planning to do the same thing soon.
xx