cait

So I'm have to pretty much spend the next couple days of my life writing an inductive analysis of the film Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I'm pretty sure my main focus is that memories can be erased but reality will always remain.
If you've seen this film and have any super cool ideas- I would love to hear them.
It's gotta be...
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Being back at my parents house is actually really nice for the moment. The snow is really beautiful, and as of right now, I don't have to drive anywhere in it.
I'm also really glad that my family doesn't do a very traditional thanksgiving- its just my parents and I going out for dinner.
I cleaned out my room here today, and although I still...
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Lately there is this feeling in my chest like my heart is literally breaking

Its a Sunday

Golden but dreary Sunday

Universally silent Sunday

If I ever commit suicide, it will be on a Sunday

Nostalgic pathetic Sunday

During High School I would sit back stage and wait for the stage manager's "ok" then start the scene, then go on stage only to remember this was just a dress rehersal, and the audience was empty on a Sunday

Nothing...
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I passed the drug test and my first day of work is today
I'm a little nervous, but I only work for three hours, so it can't be THAT bad- just feeding some old people, then I'm home in time for the OC
And then maybe some SGKZOO coffee! And then some fun partying tonight
Once again I really can't complain- but I'm going to......
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Ok- I took the drug test today, so wish me luck. I thought I would have known results by now, they used some E-scan thingy- but when I left they gave me a thingy that said I had passed the physical, and I was fit to work there- so I THINK it went ok. I have to go talk to the Human Resources woman tomorrow...
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So I got a McFucking job at McFuckingDonalds. *sigh*
Thats bad enough on its own, but here is the kicker-
I also got a job at the old people place I really wanted to work at- however I need to pass a drug test- which I definitly can't do.
But I'm going to try. Oh yes, I am going to try.
Drinking tons of water,...
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I'm happy and I'm horny.
but my boyfreind lives two hours away

What is a girl to do

(p.s.) my vibrator battery died

are long distance relationships worth it?

tell me a bed time story

It turns out I'm really lame when I'm drunk.

I guess having a boyfriend was making me feel really confident in my matchmaking skills last night, because I decided that I was the official matchmaker of the party.

Unfortunatly, everyone I tried to set up was a straight guy- and I kept trying to set them up with each other

I seriously don't remember why-...
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