Thursday Jun 02, 2005

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Its kind of really really crappy to work with the boy you've got stupid unrequited love for and the girl he likes. whatever

ok, I know I'm shallow, but I really want a make over, I'm working on losing weight, I'm going to get contact lenses, and I want a sweet haircut- any ideas?
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codemonkeym:
You went gray, but now you're back! love shocked
codemonkeym:
Keep the glasses. wink Running and dancing are good exercise, as is fencing (parry/riposte). Sex is a good aerobic workout. biggrin I think you look good with a bob, or a pageboy... blush

Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

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I'm feeling a lot better- but I'm on a lot of really random pills, which does make me a little nervous. surreal
codemonkeym:
Random pills! eeek frown I hope you come down OK. kiss
saucer:
what was the problem?

Monday May 30, 2005

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ok, so my life just got slightly less shitty.
my ex-room mate brought by the money for the bill due tomorrow- so my account won't quite be bottomed out.
I just feel like I'm treading water, you know? Trying so hard not to drowned. And the ocean is so big and lonely frown
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alyk:
hey lovey...are you ready for your zoolander test?

(1) Which coffee company do Derek and his roommate get their Orange Mocha Frappinco's from?

(2) What colour is Maury's computer that Derek and Hansel are trying to get the files from?

(3) Who is the host of the VH1 Fashion awards ?

respond to my journal with the correct answers when you're ready...good luck... wink
alyk:
dude, after reading this journal entry, I totally don't want to tell you you failed the zoolander test, but you did... wink

...but considering how adorable you are, if want to watch the movie and retest, that would be cool with us...hit the group apply button again when you're ready...

Sunday May 29, 2005

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So a 99 year old man I worked with just died, and unfortunately the only place I get to learn much about the people I work with is the obituaries.
Anyhow, it said that when he was a farmer, he drove horses carrying gravel to do construction on I-94. (The big interstate highway around here).
Its so amazing how people have such an effect on...
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codemonkeym:
Sorry. frown

At this point in my life there are a lot of people that I have known that are now dead. frown
nopantsdave:
That's gotta be a rough part of the job.

I'm not goth enough for black, sorry.

Thursday May 26, 2005

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I hate it when my body is like "dude, I'm sick"
and I'm like "no you're not shut up"
and it doesn't listen to me.... whatever
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theshinobi:
sometimes my stomache goes "maybe u should stop drinkin now."
n then i go "wtf do you know, n00b?"
then it's all like "i pwn j00!"
n then i throw up.

That's probably the best comment I've ever made.
speedphreak:
Stupid bodies anyways. You'd think they'd listen. wink

Monday May 23, 2005

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I know I talk about being depressed a lot, and its probably really annoying, but I'm really scared and I just really need to get it out.

Things always get momentarily better, but the situations in my life just won't change....I've been through therapy and on medication for years, but I honestly can't see things getting any easier.

My mother- one of only two people...
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nopantsdave:
In case I have not made it abundantly clear.....I give a shit about you.

I have Tuesday off, if you need someone to talk to, give me a call and we'll get some coffee or something.
armadillofuzz:
getting it out is good. that's why these things are here.

Sunday May 22, 2005

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Sorry I left that depressing entry up so long...

Things have gotten a lot better. smile
Yesterday was awesome- there was a Fair Trade Fare at Bronson park as part of a belated earth day celebration, and it was really awesome to feel like I was doing something again. I was there representing the Progressive Student Alliance at WMU, and I got to talk to some...
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nopantsdave:
I thought Earth Day was always in April....

And don't worry, all the cool kids are going into financial ruin....you're just on the cusp of a new trend.

Wednesday May 18, 2005

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You know you're depressed when the only comforting thought is that if you die, your family will be better off with the insurence money blackeyed
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scrap:
That's balogne - I even took the time to make an un warped profile pic for ya smile



Any requests?
aprivateye:
not acceptable! pirate smiley says , " arrrrrr smile damnit" ARRR!!!

Sunday May 15, 2005

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I suck at updating lately...
tonight= robot chicken and really bored internet surfing- there are 85 pages of people named Cait on myspace....hey, you could at least pretend like its interesting whatever

tomorrow: my radio show- please listen/ give me ideas of stuff to play 89.1 fm in kzoo, www.widr.org 1-3pm Mon

Wow, its kind of sad that thats all I have frown
whats up with you?...
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bekka138:
yeah, the puppy mixed with hello kitty went a long way to cheering me up. now im cheerier, yet still sick. whatever
armadillofuzz:
did you know clone high should be coming out on dvd soon?

Friday May 13, 2005

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Theres stuff to update, but I best express it in emoticons...

frown mad whatever confused puke blackeyed surreal

Thats just about how I'm feeling right now- towards nothing in particular really, but, well....*sigh*
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armadillofuzz:
i like skull
blueskys:
bok <---- much underused emoticon. However it is year of the chicken, which also happens to be my year, so that s whay I use it so,,,,,um...yeah.
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