cait

I'm just so fucked right now
I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with this shit thats being thrown at me.
Someone I thought was a friend has completely abused my trust, and I'm in debt for $540- and growing.
My mother has taken a turn for the worse, and no matter what anti-depressant they put her on she's suicidal and an emotional wreck. The only way I can sleep is taking multiple doses of sleeping pills, and I still haven't found a way to make it through the day without crying.
I feel like I have no one left in the world I can trust.
maybe suicide really is inevitable.