cait

Thank you all so much for wonderful birthday wishes.
SG is the best place on one's birthday.


Things are stupid, and I'm feeling old again.
Come on now, a 401K? Insane.
I feel like I have to grow up and I don't want to.
Then sometimes I feel like I am growing up and I'm ok with it.
I wish I could just take care of everyone and make everyone happy. I know so many people are hurting right now, and its driving me crazy that I can't do anything about it.
Its really pathetic, but I'm probably going to go see my parents a night early, because I need a really genuine hug right now.
Things will fall into place, I just don't know where and when.

I takled to the ex, and he was going to move up here. I don't know if he still is or not, but thats so rediculously crazy. Someone was going to move to be with me. I don't understand why anyone would want to be with me, let alone change their life to do so.

*sigh* WAY too much fucking drama lately.

Hope all is well with you