cait

Ok- I took the drug test today, so wish me luck. I thought I would have known results by now, they used some E-scan thingy- but when I left they gave me a thingy that said I had passed the physical, and I was fit to work there- so I THINK it went ok. I have to go talk to the Human Resources woman tomorrow though.
I'm still really confused and torn about the boyfriend situation, but he did come to visit me this weekend. He drove up Saturday evening, stayed the night (no sex) then I had to work on Sunday morning at 7am. He stayed in bed, but was at my friends house by the time I got back, so I went over to their house for dinner, and then I thought he was going to spend the night with me again, but he left. (Not that its a bad thing, I just wasn't sure)
Thing about that boy is he just doesn't really talk, and I'm beginning to realize I like big old drama queens like me that I can get a rise out of and have fun with and fight with and have passionate make-up sex with.
I don't want someone who adores me, and I don't want someone who tolerates me.
So even though its Monday, I think I'm going to go drink some beer with the weird boys that come over to our house. I'm not going to smoke just in case, which is crazy because it feels like I haven't in forever!
Blah, okay Anyway- at least I have a job one way or the other, and at least I went to my classes today even though I REALLY didn't want to (and managed to get three naps in!)
Again, wish me luck!
Cait