Thursday Sep 23, 2004

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I hate being sick and I hate being depressed. Right now I'm both mad
I know I should try to rest up this weekend, but that just makes me more sad and lonely.
I'm bad at prioritizing.
Shhhiiiit boyeeee. ARRR!!!

I'm a really bad person. For real. There are so many people "I don't like" just becasue they don't like me and I hate being vulnerable so I don't even try to find out why or do anything about it.
I guess I can just keep doing this until everyone in the KZoo area hates me and move whatever
Any suggestions? Why do I keep making enemies? frown
saern:
I don't hate you...... yet smile

You... friend... good........ **said in an ET-ish voice**

I do, on the other hand, hate 98.703% of the people who attend WMU. Why you ask?... BECAUSE!! That is the only reason, because I need no reason. I know readers are probably thinking "Saern! That's horrible! Hate is such a STRONG word!... blah blah blah" But by hate, I actually mean despise. And by despise, I mean loathe. And by loathe, I mean I would not flinch if they all fell off of the edge of the world... Um, where was I going with this? I think my point is that I know my opinion counts for shit, but I have only met you twice in person and you seem cool...

Maybe people hate you because they can't break out of their social shell and be themselves, so they are jealous... I hate people who wear a lot of turquoise, you don't wear a lot of turquoise or mauve do you? wink Wow, I am babbling now.... need sleep.... later~~~
sidewalker123:
Somone doesn't like you? Lots of people don't like you? That's no reason to move! That's why you stay! I'm ashamed to not know who said it, but:
"The true judge of charcter is not how many friends you have, but how many people openly hate you."

I probably quoted it worng anyway, but the point is there.

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