cait

ok- to explain that last entry a little more:
I wrote a while ago about how I'm realizing that I have more than friendly feelings for one of my best friends, and that I really can't do anything about it, because it could never work on SO many levels (For example we are living together next year, and the year after he is leaving for art school). Basically I'm doing a pretty good job distracting myself, but once in a while its just really hard not to think about it. Last night he waited for me after work, and we went and jumped in some puddles. He gave me his shirt to wear for the rest of the night, and I ended up sleeping in it. I just hate how I'm this total romance junkie, and I always want what I can't have

ANYWAY
Its just been a really weird week, and as wonderful as the weather is, I can't seem to get in my happy spring time mode. I biked over to my local over-priced "hippie" store to get some more nag champa- and I'm SO out of shape! I thought my heart would never slow down when I got back. Plus I've been smoking a lot more lately, which is counter-productive considering I'm trying to quit (Yeah, I know- I'm always trying to quit- but one day I will!)

Enough of that- how about some of this:

Fuck Bush!