cainroth

Bleh. I am impatient, sort of. I want to meet cool girls. Something that I am not so good at. Im really looking forward to the New England Darkside Walkers Ball. Maybe I can meet some cool people there. As I am attracted to 0.00X10-1000% of the population I will most likely come out of it with a few new friends. But Im hoping someone...
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Im not good at the whole meeting people/making friends thing. I dont know how to get better at it I have no idea how to go about finding people Im interested in. Id really like to not be single anymore, but I really dont know how to go about not being, um that way. Blah. \/shrug\/

Ive been whiny lately. Mostly because I keep posting...
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So I think that Im destined to be a retail weirdo for the rest of my life. And Im cool with that. I just hate the pay! The pay is sucky! I cant afford to live on 7.50 an hour.

Im just glad I didnt rack up huge piles of debt from colleges to figure that out. My associates degree was nice and cheap (in...
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Bored.

I have come to the conclusion that I am a dangerous person. Im looking to fall in love. Im ready to fall in love. But I have no idea what it feels like. There is nothing more dangerous than someone who can fall in love at the drop of a hat.

Sure there are people that I care about out there, family, friends and stuff....
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Wheee!

I had a great time last night. Lots of fun at Emergence. I got extra sleep, have been playing around with pics from last night, and Im just in general in a good mood.

I had worked up a surprise for Steph last night, but she didnt show. I think Im looking forward to seeing her a little more that I should be. A...
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I am becoming annoyed with this site for its high quality and graphic intensive nature. The very things that I so love about this site are keeping me from viewing it. Bah. I hate the 56k. When I first got my subscription I was using a T1. Holy zippy connection. Now I languish with either high load times or crappy picture quality.

Perhaps I will...
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The more I find out about Steph, the more I like her. Its an interesting situation. Shes in a tough spot with her boyfriend right now, and needs a friend. And Im happily supplying that. And if it never goes anywhere beyond that, I would be fine. But she may break up with him, and there is an attraction between us. And I would be...
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Interesting. Out of the blue Ive been invited to attend some shin-dig in MA. Some kind of gothy get together. I wonder if I actually know anyone there, or if I have been invited out of the blue by the ether of the Internet itself

Anyone want to go with me?

I changed my schedual! I can have a social life! I get to stay out all night long on Tuesday! Yay! I can actually be at the thing that I post on the calendar! Whee.

Its so very tempting to give advice on the internet. I really should stop doing it. Nothing bad really happened, but its just that you can never really understand what...
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