cainroth

For a shy fellow like myself I took a huge step forward tonight! I danced. Ok well not really... I played DDR Max. And while not exactly the same thing, its a step on the road.

I may even dance at Emergence in the near future, assuming that I dont feel pressured to do it. I hate being pressured into anything.

Anyway I feel good....
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Being the watcher that I am, I noticed something that I had not seen before while keeping my eye on all of Emergence. I saw something tonight and realization crept across me. It was not a thought that slammed into me with full force. But it sort of congealed into being.

I watched as my freind had four or more women dancing with him. And...
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Well, lets see. There is a hurricane heading towards the Eastern Seaboard, but maybe wont come anywhere near NE. Well see.

It seems that no one is doing anything else interesting. None of the LiveJournals I read have been updated (Except Fugged, good old Fugged). Im worried for a freind, she went to the hospital for an MRI on sunday and hasnt posted anything about...
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The ring thing has gotten me thinking

It makes me wonder what significance this ring held for the person that owned it. Did it mean something to them? A ring is a symbol, what is the meaning behind the symbol that I am now wearing? What story goes along with this item?

That which I truly need always finds its way to me. My Dad...
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Ok So right after my last post, things got weird. Tyler came back in after we had thought he left. Apparently he had lost his car key. We searched at night, in the dark as best we could and just couldnt find it.

During the search I found a sterling silver ring. It didnt belong to anyone at the bon fire. Strangely it fits me....
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Well that ended up being more fun than I thought it was going to be. Tyler and a different Colleen came up to the house and we had a big bon fire. We all hung around and listened to music, drank, and lit fireworks. It was fun. Now Im hungry. Mmmm Food.

And I drank a bit as well. They all say Im drunk, but...
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I lost my Internet connection for a few hours yesterday and today. The WAP broke. Oh so captivating Ive been hanging out, playing computer games, not really doing too much. I wish I had people to hang with or places to go. Lonely me. There was going to be a bonfire tonight, but I dont think thats really going to happen. Malcolm was silly and...
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There is much preparation going into Masks of Alice. There are paths being cut, things being planted and work being done. I got to play with a chain saw today. Whee!

I used to be a very pro ecological kind of person. But then I realized that these trees werent here when my grandfather was a kid. I realized in New England, we have already...
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Ever have the feeling like mainstream society is starting to find all the 'geeky stuff' interesting. I remember when X men came out. It was like vindication. Like, ha now those things that I always thought were cool are being recognized for what they are! Truly awesome. And you normal people are all 28 steps behind.

One of my earliest child hood memories involves the...
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Maze

A random thread lead me,
To a house encased in mystery,
A hidden place of great beauty,
In a land of silicon and electricity.

Photos taken on a quest for magic,
Lead by those with loving lives,
Past those things that would be tragic,
Lead by photos of sisters and old wives.

Heading through a maze of logic,
Running past a minotaur of doubt,...
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