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I have to thank Edea, Scarlet, and one other (who I didnt recognize simply because of my own negligence) for coming to Emergence last night. It was great to see some new faces at the club, and say 'hi' in person.

Unfortunately I have to apologize it was not a terribly impressive night to go. There has been some drama as of late, regarding the...
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gia:
It was me. Probably didn't realize it because of the hair. smile It would have been awesome had I not been only 20 and could've bought a beer with my gals.
cainroth:
Yay! Im glad you all showed up. It was nice to say hi.

Mmm... Chronological Impairment... Too bad.
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Im changing jobs at work.
Met someone interesting but I dont know where I want things to go yet.
A freind of mine sent pics into the site. Hope she makes it!
gia:
Hey, meant to ask you. How has the club (Emergence) been? Pretty successful? I'm thinking of going down sometime soon.
cainroth:
Well theres a bit of a story there. I would love to promote the club with enthusiasm and exuberance (so as to give the impression that its a fun and worthwhile place to go), as I always have a good time when I go. But honestly, it was only so-so the last couple nights. Last week was worse because of the heat. People in black clothes and vinyl in the heat are a pretty sad lot. And this week was bad for other reasons.

Edea, Scarlet, and someone that I didnt recognize (Was it you with uber short hair?) showed up last night. And of course it has to be just about the crappiest night so far. There are usually more people then who where actually there, but theres a whole drama filled nasty contract breaking thing going on. Which is only going to escalate into more of a problem then anything else.

But new people showed up, and even if the girls didnt love it last night, I hope they at least saw some potential, and can at least say its not bad. Next week should be better. More of the regulars are going to be able to make it. Including the operator of the racks.
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Apparently I still have an account here.

Im still alive.
Im still alone.
I will never get the girl, but we will always be friends.
Im sick to death of friends. I want something more.
I stick my tongue out at the world.
soma__:
::hugs:: it will get better. I'm alone too!
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Ive been reading Tatto Magazines lately. And who can pick one up these days without seeing an SG gracing either the cover or a good many of the pages inside. Way to go girls.

Yay!

So the Goth club is going well. Its good to be Goth in the state of NH right now.

I told Lauren I loved her for the first time yesterday....
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soma__:
good luck with your girl
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Oh hey, my account is still here. Look changes. Perdy.

Read some stuff interviews and stuff. Always interesting. DRE interviewed the author of Generation SLUT which I had just randomly found and read. Very coincidental.

I still get to spend no time with my girl. Her parents remain an oppressive totalitarian police state all there own. The really funny thing is that Lauren is one...
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soma__:
wait what are the parents opposed to- the age difference? is that it? age is just a number...
cainroth:
Quite frankly they said that she couldnt see me right after they first met me. When they thought I was 19.

I think they just object to anyone being with her in general... So I dont really take it personally.
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Right, forgot about this site for a while. Pictures are not forthcoming, but perhaps in a bit. There have been ups and downs in the relationship.

She has tons of stuff going on and I sometimes feel that she doesnt have time for me... But then she reminds me that her uber controlling parents wont let her see me anyway... So free time really isnt...
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Yesterday was the bestest Valentines Day ever. She cooked me dinner, served by candle light. She gave me a rose. She made chocolate covered strawberries

And I actually got to spend a couple hours with her. Yay! Got pictures. Will upload at some point.
wugglyump:
aw that's so rad, i'm happy for you smile
soma__:
whoa dood, sounds awesome, cant wait to see the pix
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Ups and downs.

Well heres the thing. She is about 8 years younger than I. Im not usually the kind to date young, but we met a little more than a year ago (both of us had SO's at the time, hers being a freind of mine). We got closer in the last few months, just hung out and became good freinds. And we started...
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That was easily the best kiss of my life. It makes me puddle-y every time I think about it. \/happy sigh\/
wugglyump:
aw
soma__:
ooo sounds nice! mad props for you!
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So a good freind of mine and I have been getting close lately. We hung out two nights in a row, and talked today. There have been movies and lots of phone calls, and emails and good times at bookstores.

We're still in those preliminary relationship phases where were not really sure how to bring stuff up, and we're not really sure where things are...
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