cainroth

Ive been reading Tatto Magazines lately. And who can pick one up these days without seeing an SG gracing either the cover or a good many of the pages inside. Way to go girls.

Yay!

So the Goth club is going well. Its good to be Goth in the state of NH right now.

I told Lauren I loved her for the first time yesterday. Why did I wait so long? Well because I knew how profoundly it would affect her. And I was right. She's just as confused as ever. And quite frankly I dont expect her to have anything sorted out. Hell I didnt figure any of this love stuff out untill I met her... It would be hypocritical of me to expect that at age 18 she have everything figured out, when I was a wreck at that age.

But I have the feeling that everything is going to work out for the best. Even if she goes off to Chicago to Art College, her life will so vastly improve that there is no way that I cant be happy for her. And thats what I really want more than anything else... That she is better off then she is now.

The ideal situation would be if she went to Keene State here in NH. Because regardless of where she goes I intend to move there in a few months. Then just opened a new Borders there. And its alot cheaper to live there... So its a go for me.

Things are good right now, or will be in the near future.

Later