cainroth

The more I find out about Steph, the more I like her. Its an interesting situation. Shes in a tough spot with her boyfriend right now, and needs a friend. And Im happily supplying that. And if it never goes anywhere beyond that, I would be fine. But she may break up with him, and there is an attraction between us. And I would be happy to go out with her, assuming that it was a good idea.

Basically Im interested, but I dont feel any kind of emotional pressure to make the relationship be something that its not. Perhaps my heart is following my brain for the first time ever.

All I know is that I had a super night tonight and had a lot of fun. And I look forward to next week. Im just letting it happen. Im not forcing it. And it feels good. Im happy.