cainroth

My Internet connection has not been very reliable these last few days. Which is why there has been a short absence in my online presence. Not that anyone really notice , Im sure. A crazy thing happened to me at the goth club the other night

I had an interesting little run in with a girl Tuesday night. Became very infatuated with her, then at the end of the night found out she had a boyfriend. That threw me for a loop, because there was definitely a connection there.

But I had a great night and lots of fun. She didnt do anything that she should get in trouble with her boy about, just innocent stuff. And I never would have done the very little that I did do if I had known, and now that I know things will be different.

And also I read her live journal. And the infatuation went away pretty quick. There were tons of things that I didnt know about her, and I was prepared for that. So I guess I choose to look at it as a good time that we shared, and not think too much more about it.

My Scorpio nature sucks sometimes; Im all or nothing. Im either not interested or ready to fall in love. There is no inbetween.

And apparently there has been an SG or two at the club, but they arrive only after I leave. I have already made the choice to change my work schedule so that I can actually be there all night. The one really good thing about retail flexible schedule. And the hour lunch break. And the free $30 worth of books a month. And the people who work there. Ok you get the idea.