cainroth

Im feeling better now. I dont really know why, other than posting a bunch of stuff on my live journal. It made me feel better to get it off my chest.

Boy that picture of me looks way more evil than I do in real life.

Um... Nothing else really going on. Im considering working another job just so that I don't have boring days off.

I have given up all hope of dating anyone cool and interesting. My brother will be brining his girlfreind (who is super terrific) home for christmas. I didnt feel pressure about it until today when I realized that I will spend another holiday season alone.

But what am I going to do? Club some unsuspecting person over the head and drag her home? I may not have great social skills, but they aren't that bad.

Just one of these days it would be nice if a really cool person would walk into my life and completely change everything. But that doesnt happen in real life.

Yeah complaining about it online really isnt helping any, and Im sure its not making me look any better to any of you. Assuming that anyone is reading this.

But Im honest. I would rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not.
\/sigh\/