I apologize for the brief stint of depression. Im better now. I went out for dinner with my friends and had a drink (just one) had a hell of a good time, laughed, had a blast. And feel 100% better. They cheered me right up even before I had any alcohol. In fact I was so happy just to be out they kept asking me why I was in a good mood. They were like did you have sex? Alas my answer had to be no But I am definitely feeling better.
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