Im going to make this a much happier journal. Because I think Im going to make it focus on sex. You will all get to see those things that I dont post on my live journal. It just seems the right place to do it. Maybe it will be more interesting, maybe it wont. I think that Im a pretty repressed person. Not in the mental way, meaning that I put restrictions on how I think, but in the physical way. I dont get to act out those things that I think about doing. Perhaps by writting about some of the things in my head I dont normally share, I will gain something.
So just now I joined the Polyamory group. And shared my terribly depression story of my broken heart. And a lesson that hopefully will help others.
Well this is getting interesting isnt it? Oh yes, there are some things that you do not know about me. Dont worry I wont make you wait too long
So recent occurrences. Well Emergence is always fun. Check the Calendar and you too shall be whisked away to a place of fun and excitement. Well maybe not quite that, but its still fun.
So there was a little Catholic School Boy at Emergence. And he kept breaking commandments. It was adorable, and quite funny. He was ogling Carol-Ann the whole night. Talking to me all night about how by the end of the year she would be his. Ha! I predict by the end of the year she will be with her boyfriend, still.
Ah Carol-Ann. Every guy in the place wants her. Except me, and normally I would be saying that because I wouldnt want to be like everyone else. But when I search my feelings, I really am not (overly) attracted to her. Shes nice, and cool and HOT (And I certainly take every opportunity to watch her ass when she bends over). But boyfriends are such a turn off for me (hes been an acquaintance of mine forever). Hmmm I should arrange for a couple pictures. Yes that would be cool. I shall show off all my adorable friends. I would much rather establish a friendship with this person.
Mmmm, Digital Cameras.
An interesting thing happened Tuesday night. I was standing outside by the window looking in. I was standing there with a female that I know only very vaguely And a girl inside the club pressed her boob up against the window. This makes me stop and think Was she after the girl, or me? Then I think, Eh, who cares? I got to see boob. Not the most impressive boob ever, but still Im not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.
I almost forgot to relate something that occurred at the book store. I was working main information, which means that I was standing around waiting to help people (I was doing busy work as well). And a very attractive young lady walked in. I am not the kind of person that this happens to often, but I was struck by how attractive she is (as she is a still living person, though Im not seeing her right now, save my minds eye).
And whats more is I audibly said Wow. I didnt even realize I did it. Her hair was short, very short, and black. She was tall and thin, but not bony or scrawny. I cannot begin to do justice to the curve of her neck (you thought I was going to talk about something lower), and chin. She walked to the caf, and ordered a drink. She never looked back the whole time, and Im glad she didnt. I spent those few minutes looking at her. More than just passing glances, and at more areas than just her jeans, or neck.
I do hope that she comes in again. Although I wouldnt be surprised to find out that she were too young. Perhaps I will meet her, perhaps strike up a conversation. I wonder what such a lovely lady is like.
Emergence is shaping up to be a pretty decent place after all. I think more such things will be happening in the future.
So just now I joined the Polyamory group. And shared my terribly depression story of my broken heart. And a lesson that hopefully will help others.
Well this is getting interesting isnt it? Oh yes, there are some things that you do not know about me. Dont worry I wont make you wait too long
So recent occurrences. Well Emergence is always fun. Check the Calendar and you too shall be whisked away to a place of fun and excitement. Well maybe not quite that, but its still fun.
So there was a little Catholic School Boy at Emergence. And he kept breaking commandments. It was adorable, and quite funny. He was ogling Carol-Ann the whole night. Talking to me all night about how by the end of the year she would be his. Ha! I predict by the end of the year she will be with her boyfriend, still.
Ah Carol-Ann. Every guy in the place wants her. Except me, and normally I would be saying that because I wouldnt want to be like everyone else. But when I search my feelings, I really am not (overly) attracted to her. Shes nice, and cool and HOT (And I certainly take every opportunity to watch her ass when she bends over). But boyfriends are such a turn off for me (hes been an acquaintance of mine forever). Hmmm I should arrange for a couple pictures. Yes that would be cool. I shall show off all my adorable friends. I would much rather establish a friendship with this person.
Mmmm, Digital Cameras.
An interesting thing happened Tuesday night. I was standing outside by the window looking in. I was standing there with a female that I know only very vaguely And a girl inside the club pressed her boob up against the window. This makes me stop and think Was she after the girl, or me? Then I think, Eh, who cares? I got to see boob. Not the most impressive boob ever, but still Im not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.
I almost forgot to relate something that occurred at the book store. I was working main information, which means that I was standing around waiting to help people (I was doing busy work as well). And a very attractive young lady walked in. I am not the kind of person that this happens to often, but I was struck by how attractive she is (as she is a still living person, though Im not seeing her right now, save my minds eye).
And whats more is I audibly said Wow. I didnt even realize I did it. Her hair was short, very short, and black. She was tall and thin, but not bony or scrawny. I cannot begin to do justice to the curve of her neck (you thought I was going to talk about something lower), and chin. She walked to the caf, and ordered a drink. She never looked back the whole time, and Im glad she didnt. I spent those few minutes looking at her. More than just passing glances, and at more areas than just her jeans, or neck.
I do hope that she comes in again. Although I wouldnt be surprised to find out that she were too young. Perhaps I will meet her, perhaps strike up a conversation. I wonder what such a lovely lady is like.
Emergence is shaping up to be a pretty decent place after all. I think more such things will be happening in the future.