Bored, bored bored, bored, bored. Im so bored I put punctuation in there to indicate the speed at which it should be said. Well I went in to work today for like an hour and half. Filled out forms. Walked around the store. Had informal training on what Im going to be doing for work.
I wish I had someone to hang out with. Or someplace to go.
Im very discouraged right now about relationships. I feel like there is no one out there for me. I look around and see most of my friends happy and dating. Ive had one girlfriend EVER. When is it going to be my turn? When is a girl going to notice me? Maybe I just dont get how this works. Maybe Im doing something wrong
I hate being like everyone else though. I want to do things on my terms and have someone appreciate me for it. I dont want to have to hit on chicks in a bar. I want friends, and fun that leads into something more. I want to meet cool people, and go to fun places. I dont care how long it takes, Im patient. And I know that there will be only one someone special so Im just going to have to have a lot of friends.
Im monogamous because I tried the alternative and didnt like it. Like the monologue about searching everywhere in Chasing Amy. I dont know. Its hard to say exactly what Im after, but Ill know it when I see it. Now I just have to go out and find people to meet, and spend time with. But there is no one around!
Somebody help!
And why am I always hit on by guys? Maybe thats why girls dont notice me Im stealth straight. I dont show up on womens radar, only mens gaydar. Thats basically how I got my last girl, she likes guys with long hair, that arent necessarily the straightest people in the world.
Whatever, society can blow. Im sick of how things are. Im with Tyler, I want leather clothes that will last the rest of my life, as I stalk deer down the ancient highways. I want to outlast bullets, and defend myself with swords, and hand made arrows. Vine covered buildings that crumble with age. Or maybe we should just tear them all down right away, that way they wont be a danger. Lets start it all over with a completely different societal structure.
I think Ill go to OTB tonight and try and see if my friends are there. Maybe they can help me puzzle out my problem.
I wish I had someone to hang out with. Or someplace to go.
Im very discouraged right now about relationships. I feel like there is no one out there for me. I look around and see most of my friends happy and dating. Ive had one girlfriend EVER. When is it going to be my turn? When is a girl going to notice me? Maybe I just dont get how this works. Maybe Im doing something wrong
I hate being like everyone else though. I want to do things on my terms and have someone appreciate me for it. I dont want to have to hit on chicks in a bar. I want friends, and fun that leads into something more. I want to meet cool people, and go to fun places. I dont care how long it takes, Im patient. And I know that there will be only one someone special so Im just going to have to have a lot of friends.
Im monogamous because I tried the alternative and didnt like it. Like the monologue about searching everywhere in Chasing Amy. I dont know. Its hard to say exactly what Im after, but Ill know it when I see it. Now I just have to go out and find people to meet, and spend time with. But there is no one around!
Somebody help!
And why am I always hit on by guys? Maybe thats why girls dont notice me Im stealth straight. I dont show up on womens radar, only mens gaydar. Thats basically how I got my last girl, she likes guys with long hair, that arent necessarily the straightest people in the world.
Whatever, society can blow. Im sick of how things are. Im with Tyler, I want leather clothes that will last the rest of my life, as I stalk deer down the ancient highways. I want to outlast bullets, and defend myself with swords, and hand made arrows. Vine covered buildings that crumble with age. Or maybe we should just tear them all down right away, that way they wont be a danger. Lets start it all over with a completely different societal structure.
I think Ill go to OTB tonight and try and see if my friends are there. Maybe they can help me puzzle out my problem.