cainroth

I put in an application to work at the same place as my Ex. Ugh. Probably a stupid move, but Im a glutton for punishment. I guess I just love to hurt. Fortunately I think that I can work at a time when I dont have to be anywhere near her.

My new car is so cool!

Im not sure if I want anyone at this point. I think Im just going to stay single forever. Let go of all this need to look for people crap. I dont think I really even need sex. Im going to go back to being Not. There was quite a while where if people asked me Are you straight or Gay? I would just say Im not. I think Ill go back to that.

Just throw off societies shackles that say that you have to have a significant other in your life. That you must have a wife and kids and picket fence to be happy. Just let all that go. Or that for whatever reason you have to be with someone to make your life complete.

Why should I bother looking? I like who I am, the only relationship that Ive ever had made me be someone that I didnt really like to be, and Im a generally happy guy. Whats forcing me to look for someone at all? There certainly isnt anyone out there that is interested in me? And I meet so few people that I am interested in. Have I ever really been in love with any of them? I dont think so.

I think that Ill just have a happy life all by myself. I have the interenet, I have pretty pictures of the SQ girls, I love my hobbies, and have good freinds... What more could I want? Well maybe to go to an SQ party and hang out, meet cool people. That would be tons of fun.