cainroth

Last nights fun has taken its toll. And now I am getting lonely and depressed. It hurts to look at the pictures of people right now. It hurts to be alone right now. No one wants to talk to me, no one cares.

Did you know that you can IM yourself? I have one name on my buddy list. At least its not me. It may as well be, they aren't ever on.

I want love, I want someone! Where are you? Who are you? How can I find someone I like to spend some time with? But then I in this state how can I meet anyone and not love them? How do I know if its a real feeling or if I'm just lonely?

Im failing at everything right now. Im waiting for nothing. I need a job, I need a life, I need hope.