For a shy fellow like myself I took a huge step forward tonight! I danced. Ok well not really... I played DDR Max. And while not exactly the same thing, its a step on the road.
I may even dance at Emergence in the near future, assuming that I dont feel pressured to do it. I hate being pressured into anything.
Anyway I feel good. I feel like Im tackling the things that I dont like about myself and breaking them down.
And as an interesting side note, my Ex (who left me and Im pissed at, but she doesn't understand why I would be angry about something like that) could never get me to dance. Its something that Im doing by myself, for myself. Kind of like a nice added bonus middle finger to her. Granted she won't ever find out, but I can feel smug.
Didn't know I had a mean streak did ja. Even though its all in my mind.
I may even dance at Emergence in the near future, assuming that I dont feel pressured to do it. I hate being pressured into anything.
Anyway I feel good. I feel like Im tackling the things that I dont like about myself and breaking them down.
And as an interesting side note, my Ex (who left me and Im pissed at, but she doesn't understand why I would be angry about something like that) could never get me to dance. Its something that Im doing by myself, for myself. Kind of like a nice added bonus middle finger to her. Granted she won't ever find out, but I can feel smug.
Didn't know I had a mean streak did ja. Even though its all in my mind.
wugglyump:
how is Emergence?