cainroth

I had a very confusing weekend. The biggest thing being that I was offered a job in Peterborough. As a door man/bouncer. Sort of odd, doesn't really mesh well with my personality. Which may mean that its a really good thing to do, growth wise.

I think that I will only be doing it on Friday nights. And mostly because Im there anyway and may as well get paid for it. That will fit well with my previous plans.

But it sort of threw me into an anaylsis of the direction that my life is going. I feel sort of torn. Nashua, or Keene. Both towns have their pluses and minuses. I could work at the planned Borders store in Keene and Harlows as a night/weekend thing. But I would have to give up practice that Im just about to restart.

Where do I really want my life to go? Do I want to do the whole corporate whore thing. Or soemthing more ecclectic. I need some more time to think about things.

I just got a Neo Goth compilation CD. So far, Its good, and makes me happy.