I apologize for the brief stint of depression. Im better now. I went out for dinner with my friends and had a drink (just one) had a hell of a good time, laughed, had a blast. And feel 100% better. They cheered me right up even before I had any alcohol. In fact I was so happy just to be out they kept asking me...
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Im still depressed and feeling shitty. But hey nobody gives a crap right? Who cares, lets just go look at naked girls. Blah.
My soul so picked the wrong lifetime to be a guy.
My soul so picked the wrong lifetime to be a guy.
Im feeling pretty sad right now. Not just emotionally down, but also feeling like I am a sad pathetic person. I spent money to try and find someone today. LJ Match. Pretty cheap in comparison to some of the other websites out there. But I think that everyone that I paid to get in contact with already has something. Fucking assholes that dont update their...
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Laugh, and the world laughs with you,
Weep, and you weep alone,
For sad old earth must borrow it's mirth
But has trouble enough of it's own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air,
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They...
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Weep, and you weep alone,
For sad old earth must borrow it's mirth
But has trouble enough of it's own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air,
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They...
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Yay \/sarcastic and disheartened\/ I had nothing to do all day and sat around. I would almost have rather worked.
I need to find something to do on my days off. Argh!
Im seriously considerning buying Knights of the old republic. But only to have something to do, not because I actually want it. So thats a pretty bad reason to get it. Maybe Ill...
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I need to find something to do on my days off. Argh!
Im seriously considerning buying Knights of the old republic. But only to have something to do, not because I actually want it. So thats a pretty bad reason to get it. Maybe Ill...
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I had naughty dreams last night. It was fun.
\/naughty grin\/
\/naughty grin\/
I have the greatest schedual for a retail employee EVER and I don't get to take advantage of it. I have Friday nights off (thats nearly impossible to get where I work), and no place to go most of the time!
It would be cool if there was a club or something I could go to in the area. Or even parties or something. Grr!...
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It would be cool if there was a club or something I could go to in the area. Or even parties or something. Grr!...
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wugglyump:
you're rad enough to hang out with.
i'm just too lame to make the effort sometimes.
that's the damn truth.
[Edited on Nov 19, 2003 7:47PM]
i'm just too lame to make the effort sometimes.
that's the damn truth.
[Edited on Nov 19, 2003 7:47PM]
soma__:
hey WugglyUmp's friend.. thanks for the male input. yeah, i try to be realistic about the situation... it's just that he's so brilliant andbeautiful, a combination which doesn't come along often. sigh. i guess i'll be the friend and if something is meant to happen it will... anyhow, i'm glad you like black cats. i have two named olivia and eloise and i lOVE them to death. and black cats are just better than any other kindof cat out there. they just are. 
Thanks to Marie and Kristina. I had to download music from the Biofeedback (bfb.black0ut.org) website because of their movie dirty. I got the .mov just to hear the song, but was psyched to find it on the website. Well a remix of it. Dirty has a little more crunch to the base, which I prefer.
And it has nothing to do with the two girls...
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And it has nothing to do with the two girls...
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wugglyump:
yes i thought it was funny
and i'd love if you would check that heck out for me.
have you ever seen that movie?
and i'd love if you would check that heck out for me.
have you ever seen that movie?
Well I saw her the other night, but she didnt talk to me. Still the stress was so bad that I had panic attacks and couldnt get to sleep that night. Sucks.
Emergence tonight. And the girl I have been chatting with online may be there tonight. Cool. Another freind or something more? Personally I just want another freind.
But if she happens to know...
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Emergence tonight. And the girl I have been chatting with online may be there tonight. Cool. Another freind or something more? Personally I just want another freind.
But if she happens to know...
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Not looking forward to tonight. I may have to interact with my Ex. Grrr. She broke my heart, I don't want to see her.
Had a blast last night. Im glad it worked out. Hung around with my freinds from OTB. They didnt blow me off, which is cool because they will be leaving for New Orleans soon.
Had great fun, didn't run into the Ex. Bonus!
Had great fun, didn't run into the Ex. Bonus!
So Im going to sit around and do nothing for a few hours, then brave the terrible windstorm to venture to my freinds place of work and see if she wants to hang out and drink.
She's blown me off two weeks in a row, and Im not sure I really care enough to go. It sort of ticks me off.
It seems like Im...
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She's blown me off two weeks in a row, and Im not sure I really care enough to go. It sort of ticks me off.
It seems like Im...
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