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Last nights fun has taken its toll. And now I am getting lonely and depressed. It hurts to look at the pictures of people right now. It hurts to be alone right now. No one wants to talk to me, no one cares.

Did you know that you can IM yourself? I have one name on my buddy list. At least its not me. It...
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Ahhhhh \/breathes sigh of relief\/ My Internet connection wasnt working last night and for a bit this morning. Its nice to have it back. Hmmm we were chatting last night about the future world of connected ness. The new version of IP addressing will have enough IP addresses in it to give one to each molecule in the galaxy. Imagine when your clothes are commuters,...
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I used to hate taking pictures of myself. But what can I say, you have inspired me. So here are some shots of my self, done by myself. Four new images of me in the pics section.

Yup Thats me. I look like a dork.
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For the first time I can call myself Goth.

I know the reason why I am the way I am, and I know the answers that I have been seeking for quite some time. Not everything, but enough. I can now say that I am Goth without feeling like an imposter.

My best friend helped me figure that out tonight. Tonight was a rare moment...
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wugglyump:
the dog in the picture is Alison's dog...Jonas. She's going to be popping out babies at some point, and i imagine they'll be quite cute.

I still don't know what i am. i know what i've been called. But hmm i dont know. Wal-Mart rocks...i can't say much else about it accept for that. I think Scarlett and i am pretty much the same in hight. However if i cut her feet off at the ankle i'd be taller. i'm not saying i'd do that or anything...eep feeling creepy. Peace!
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Nothing much going on today. Been spending time trying to get a job. Monster and hotjobs. Yeah, the glamour. \/sarcasm\/

Tomorrow night should be interesting. We may get to find out if Emergence will become a weekly thing or if it will be ending. Its just starting to feel comfortable.

If there are local artists that happen to read this, music, art, writing The Emergence...
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Ok, thats weird. I cant look at the new girls pictures. She looks too much like my cousin. Except my cousin doenst have red hair and would NEVER get a peircing. But it's still creepy.

I wish that I had something more to write about. Maybe I will later...

Its nice to be back to the T1 line. That 56k was crappy.
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I am very disappointed in those people that said they would go to practice. Being let down is very disappointing. But in this case its not really surprising, and also a bit of a relief. I wont have to drag people around to do stuff anymore. If they want something they can do it themselves.

Grrr Weve been trying for four years now to get...
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Harlows was not very interesting last night. Bah. No interesting people to meet.

But Practice today! Yeah! Im going to be such a wimp. I havent practiced in far too long. Hopefully everything will be dry by then, But if not it wont matter much.

Lets see what am I going to do until then? Hmmm

Ah. I know. Ill look for a job!

Later
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What a night for a walk. Ah... Fresh autumn air. The stars clear and bright like they never have been before. The only thing I would like better is a blanket and a girl to curl up with out under the stars.

Oh wait. None of that is really happening. frown

Darn this unseasonable hurricane and its clouds! Oh wait. Maybe there will be thunder and...
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wugglyump:
i'm not entirly sure why i cannot. i've tried non-sleeping pill methods but no luck. i've had this problem for going on six years now. so crap to me. i love when it's more "crisp" out. and i can not wait for autom to come. smile
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For a shy fellow like myself I took a huge step forward tonight! I danced. Ok well not really... I played DDR Max. And while not exactly the same thing, its a step on the road.

I may even dance at Emergence in the near future, assuming that I dont feel pressured to do it. I hate being pressured into anything.

Anyway I feel good....
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wugglyump:
how is Emergence?
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Being the watcher that I am, I noticed something that I had not seen before while keeping my eye on all of Emergence. I saw something tonight and realization crept across me. It was not a thought that slammed into me with full force. But it sort of congealed into being.

I watched as my freind had four or more women dancing with him. And...
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