cailin1

oi vey...

im watching casino for the billionth time. it just doesnt get any better than joe pesci.

i had my first vegan tacos tonite...i must say, better than the real thing...

i feel somewhat like eric draven right now...crawling my way outta my grave...needing to find a new pair of boots.

mmm, sausalito cookies...

need.....sleep.....gonna....die.....

hmm..somewhere between high and tired...although im neither...hard to explain.

my boredom and insomnia are the greatest at this hour of every night. although im without sleep, im far too lazy to do anything about it. ie: run, excersise,etc...

just talked to kate again tonight. damn, how she makes me miss my home. but who knows? its on to oregon now, although i miss HB with...
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god i hate working...want me to take out my nose ring? ha ha, very funny...not to mention im in dire need of a new piercing...

afis new cd, hmmmm...although im not really for the techno...i dig the album anyway.

i wish i could REALLY get my shit in gear for once to get our asses up to oregon.

cant wait for summer in tahoe...ahhh...all the...
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as i sit here and scream at my damn 2 cats (jade and zeke) to shut the fuck up for a second...im at a loss for words...my minds in a damn jumble, i dont know what to do with myself...

hmmm...fuck work. im sick of it...i feel kinda like office space today, err the dude from it. i think im just not gonna do anything for the rest of my life...

fuck im bored tonite...im out of alcohol and fear i may not sleep tonite...dammit.

damm insomnia...

consiquently, i know my boyfriend will be reading this...only a matter of time...but god, as i sit here and watch a certain part in vanilla sky, i few tears run down my face. that part of true love, well dear god...i know i've found....stupid me, made this public...but for all those that journey this far...welcome to my somewhat sickly mind