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Thursday Apr 19, 2012

Apr 19, 2012
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Hey my favorite people on the internet

So I've been kind of busy and kind of down too...

Last Saturday I went shooting a new music video for Moonspell again, this time with Silvi, Plum and Discordia, and this one will be much sexier wink

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

The last one I was in smile




After I left the shooting place I went running home to get ready to meet some friends for sushi dinner and after host a party my fashion blog was part of. You can check the awesome pics here on our fashion blog facebook page. I leave just a teaser smile





Ok, now about being down, so as some of you already know I've finished my depression treatment/pills so for the past week I've been really anxious, tense, sad and a cry baby... I hope this is just for a short period, I really wish I don't need to go back to the medication.
Now it just seems all the little things make me really sad... like not having a set on the FP for almost 9 mths now frown and I really do believe my sets are worthy of such... but I know SG staff must not think the same way... Also being unemployed and with a very short budget is truely annoying...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Kitty Vader Nerd


Losing Myself


Luz Suave



Nevertheless, my life, as ours always, is so difficult to endure most times. There's times I regret my choices, I regret my indecisions, my lackness of focus at times having always so many ideas and plans... securely I'm not alone in my confusion of life. It amazes me and scares me, but mostly I'm always in love with this gift so short and hard which is life!


Ok enough of lame stuff and some random as usual










For the end of this blogzie, here are some pics of me last Summer






Bye bye for now kisskisskisskiss

my tumblr
my fashion blog
my facebook fan page

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floxy:
great!
Apr 20, 2012
eureka_:
best of luck sweety smile
Apr 21, 2012

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