caia

Hello SGland

Today is a bad day... I wanna turn it into a good day but all I feel is I'm about to cry my eyes out

I'm broke, nothing weird with that, I'm unemployed for almost a year now (with no help from the government) living only with my hubbie's income that is kind of short for everything we've to pay for... specially because I'm studying (and have to pay 500 per month just for that) and trying hard not to give up on my dreams. You know, I was never a very ambitious person but after working 4 yrs in a poor job I realized I have to be a little bit ambitious and try to find a job I love... well I want to be a fashion designer and eventually have my own clothing brand... but how can I get there if I have no money...

How will I be able to survive when I go to London to study in the Summer... oh my I'm so worried and sad...

Sorry I do hate to lay this all on u guys... I try to be strong around everyone and disregard my money issues, so I end up needing to vent this now...

I wish SG bought my fucking sets that would be such an enormous help, but fuck that RIGHT??? So many other girls in the same shoes...

Ok... I don't want to leave you guys with only my problems.

I've shot another set with Gossip, but she has a lot to do so you wont see it that soon... Anyways here is a teaser.



She also took this polaroid, which I really love.



Also, because I'm not sad all the time and am really good on pretending my life is perfect, here are some shots from my saturday night with friends, hubby and sis Discordia



I was pretty drunk, being drunk is kind of what saves me from the suckness of life

me and my hubbie - very drunk


me and sis Discordia - I love her so much!

And it's time I leave you guys... there's to many sets I'd love seeing on FP including mine Please help the girls and me!! To many FPs going always to the same SGs and we're around 2,000, come one this cannot be. (sorry my mood is really bad today)



And that's all folks (more than enough and more than you asked for)