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uh oh????? moving back and forth no internet for a few days and now....................................i might be going back to iraq for four months. I HATE YOU BUSH!!!! SUCK MY ASS YOU PUSSY SHITHEAD!! i should just go awol like you did. so you think no one's watching and you're gonna bomb the shit out of baghdad??????

fucking perve. i hope you go broke and have...
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cahrizz:
i said kicking and i meant to write baking it. lol shocked
jordan:
there's so much i want to say to you in response to this journal entry it just rips me up. the thought of you going back. the thought of you having to stay there. it all just fucking rips me up.
i'm glad i make you feel joy. i know its your birthday, and what i'd love to give you i can't. i want to give you the freedom to walk around in chicago, to breathe its sweet night air, to take a walk through that park again, to pulverize all the violence that has your ears ringing and replace it with my laughter, the laughter you cause, and to just give you a shady spot under a tree and let your breathe in nothing but writing time, thinking time, to make your time YOURS afuggungain. i want to give you PEACE.
i have nothing but love and hope and courage for you, sweetheart.
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in case you haven't seen the stryker bomb picture check it out. that is/was my vehicle. we got hit and that is the result. and there is the proof that i bled for such a worthless country...

but in other exciting fun developments, i just got the movie wonerboys stuck in my head. it is also a rocking book. but the movie was well made...
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treason:
hey thanks for the messages! hopefully I'll be chatting you up again soon.
bexi:
we live in a bad world with a good soul wink
What fears me is that in the end no one on this planet is save. even though life seems to be so sweet, laughing children, prom, going out to party, watching the snow fall and the butterflies rise.....all of a sudden its all rotten, dead and bloody tears everywhere. what a contradiction everywhere, every day.


I saw that movie long ago. I remember it as a good one but cant remember details...just the boy in his basement. biggrin
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see pictures of the stryker after the bomb in my pics. see my blood on my pants? wink my IBA is offf so that is why chest is clean. but the dirt on my face is nothing more than dried blood i tried to wipe off with a bottle of water.
so this buddy of mine who haunts my nightmares all the time and for like...
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kay:
zetacreations.com

Truly weird.

~cheers
kay:
*laughter* I know. Totally freakish. Though I think I would buy a few to use as scrunchie holders in the bathrooms.

Have you ever seen www.divine-interventions.com?

~cheers
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i just got done playing a soccer marathon. tonight my team was playing for the post championship. double elimination. if we lose we are done. but we had to beat the team tonight twice in a row to do it. and we did.

stating facts and not meaning to brag, i netted two goals in each game. the score of game one 4-1 and the...
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jordan:
congrats, sweetheart. YOU RULE kiss kiss
stella_marie:
and here i was thinking i have the worst boss in the world
seems youve got me beat

wink
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i'm drunk and in a quoting and rude mood.
this is the postal service remix so it gets sort of hard ...at least on my stereo, "how can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace. when i stand here taking every breath with you. ohhh. you're the only one who really knew me at all. how can you just...
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doherty:
Is that a true story? If so it is so sad frown frown frown I can see that boy in my mind...

How can you stay there? It must be hard!Try to be tough but... mmhhhhh... jesus... I hate George Bush, he is a fucking psycho.

Thank you for your answer, today I felt so much better after I read it. I even managed to eat breakfast,because I thought: "Fuck him!" AND NO I won't answer him and meet him - I came to this conclusion.

He is just a piece of shit.

mad

I picked a rose for you
smile




kiss D.

doherty:
Flashbacks must be awful frown HUG... I would get mental in that job for sure mad After a while I would look like this skull

Oh I forgot you cannot open the spoilers hahahaha smile Poor guy!



blush kiss D.
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yeah spell check... damn right. and puncuation. but it was just me spilling out words and chasing images . it's how i write. then i go back and cut and paste and add. mainly i cut. i just like the feeling of audience i get on this site when i'm writing. sometimes it doesn't feel write typing into word so i use this here box....
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doherty:
That was so nice from you to say blush

Wow I am embarassed and don't know what to answer.

Just Thank you, I guess...
kiss
jordan:
take care of yourself and know that i'm here, sweetheart. kiss
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one.
so here's an experiment that seemed to bare repeating. i hope i can make as good as it was going. but i'm gonna do a little potrait of an artist in creative mode. it'll be a montage raging a tight rope crawl across a razor and right now it feels forced. man need a fix. the only thing i thought ever came close to...
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cahrizz:
who the hell are you? why are you writing strange comments on mmy blog? you are scaring me! shocked eeek wink
cahrizz:
love
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fuck man i pressed the wrong button and something beautiful was fucking lost. jesus. it was so fucking nice. man. if i try again i fear the posturing interupting the delicate balance of free writing. wish me luck.
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well i'm being incredibly lazy so this post will be uninspired. I AM BACK IN AMERICA! yay somewhat. i want to be in roma right this minute partying. living a real life where part of my time is spent just enjoying life and not working all the fucking time. but i'm not so...fuck it.

an interesting theme in my life as of late is girlies...
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jordan:
hey you there?
doherty:
I know that movie... and I have forgotten the title too.
Robin Williams is the mean one and Al pacino cannot sleep... and canadian actress Katherine Isabelle plays the friend of the murdered girl. I a have a secret crush on her... oh wait it is called Insomnia!


Jesus we are crazy
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shit shit shit SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
holy fucking unbelievable bull shit. why does the u.s. soccer team think that today is the day to show up and show the world???? i know because they are playing my team. and again can italy draw any worse officiating? fuck man fuck. it was a great game tgo watch. it was little ugly and the ugliness threatened to cover the...
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jordan:





jordan:
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