i am feeling used and abused and they are coming for me from every direction. a parnoid dellusional fantasy gone wrong and for some reason every word i seem to say will be misconstrued and not taken for what it really is....
poems
getting the soot out me soul
cleaning my heart in a doctor's bowl
disinfecting these nightmares so i can sleep
insomnia in...
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poems
getting the soot out me soul
cleaning my heart in a doctor's bowl
disinfecting these nightmares so i can sleep
insomnia in...
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i have an abundance of cash...time for tattoos and maybe a new piercing??? ahh i shall pierce the cock soon!!!
fuck man the artist in me just won't let shit be.
listen to placebo especially the new albumn and tell me why i'm screaming, singing a song in a pillow all night long...
god am i so hard to love????
fuck man the artist in me just won't let shit be.
listen to placebo especially the new albumn and tell me why i'm screaming, singing a song in a pillow all night long...
god am i so hard to love????
doherty:
Of course I do want to say "Hi"... I just had a stressful day, I am in the mid of organizing the german SG girl strip in a club in Dortmund. I had a meeting with the club owner today and we talked for a long time about the money and the other stuff ya know?
D.
D.do you what is great about having awesome friends?
they aren't afraid to tell you the truth. and they root for you at the same time. and they say hey that girl ain't worth it. and this when you wake them up at three something in the morning and tell'em you're headed back to iraq. and they say she isn't worth it. you're too good...
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they aren't afraid to tell you the truth. and they root for you at the same time. and they say hey that girl ain't worth it. and this when you wake them up at three something in the morning and tell'em you're headed back to iraq. and they say she isn't worth it. you're too good...
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it needs a bit of editing adding and subtracting but it's already here so...
all right all right inspiration's taking hold of me. on my walk to the liqueror store i had me a little talk right in front of me. kicking those pebbles all around keeping my head down on the ground i began to hera this beautiful sound so i perked my head...
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all right all right inspiration's taking hold of me. on my walk to the liqueror store i had me a little talk right in front of me. kicking those pebbles all around keeping my head down on the ground i began to hera this beautiful sound so i perked my head...
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cahrizz:
i had to do things when i cared to calm her down and now when i'm not calm sleep is so much better
so when she decides i'm still her friend she;ll be my friend again
so when she decides i'm still her friend she;ll be my friend again
wow of all the shittiest possible days
my weekend was madness so much i wanted to do but couldn't do a damn thing b/c of where i am and really what i am.
and that means yes...that's right BACK TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SAND BOX
OH AND IF ANYBODY BELIEVES THAT I MANIPULATE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING OVER-AGED HIPPY NEW WAVE SHITTIEST BAND I'VE EVER...
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my weekend was madness so much i wanted to do but couldn't do a damn thing b/c of where i am and really what i am.
and that means yes...that's right BACK TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SAND BOX
OH AND IF ANYBODY BELIEVES THAT I MANIPULATE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING OVER-AGED HIPPY NEW WAVE SHITTIEST BAND I'VE EVER...
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so madame bovary. one of my all time faves. anyone care to discuss what you thought of it? some of those scenes flaubert created were so amzing it's like he was writing a film with the angles he took the reader through. i am reading an awesome book right now called everyone is chuckers. it is reminding me of chicago and all the good times...
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jordan:
i love you, fancy pants.
doherty:
your friend...
your friend...whew... got a little too drunk on my birthday. the presents i get today are the ones full of shame. i find exactly what i was doing, what i was up to..... guess i'm done drinking again. it's just not me any more. oh well things could be worst...
ciao
ciao
mad_fer_it:
i know exactly what you mean.... did you wake up with one of these in your bed too....
cahrizz:
shhhhh!!! man i was hoping that wouldn't get out. damn now everyone'll know. baaahaaa lol 
so bright eyes i'd like to quote bright eyes rightnow,
if you hate the taste of wine, why do you drink it till your blind?. and if you swear there's no truth and who cares how come you say it like you're right? why are you scared to drink of god when it's salvation that you want? you see stars that clear have been dead...
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if you hate the taste of wine, why do you drink it till your blind?. and if you swear there's no truth and who cares how come you say it like you're right? why are you scared to drink of god when it's salvation that you want? you see stars that clear have been dead...
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cahrizz:
where's my bros and ho's ???? not gonna see clerks tonight.. too late my friend forgot to grab me intime and well frankly my girl grabbed me just in time
doherty:
Maybe it is time for europe or south america and create a new peaceful life? I guess you are right.
Take care, D.
Maybe it is time for europe or south america and create a new peaceful life? I guess you are right.
Take care, D.
when will i learn? another long long piece of work but something i was really liking i had written here. and the fucking computer button that always manages to be the wrong buttom stole it all. and i'm sick of not having a backspace or delete key. i didn't even want to post what i was writing. it was just sort of an alter ego...
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mad_fer_it:
just think of this as someone slapping you in the face because yur freakin out....
i know you have every reason.... this hurts me more than it does you....
get a grip.... so to speak....
i know you have every reason.... this hurts me more than it does you....
get a grip.... so to speak....
well i was thinking of doing one of those year in review type of things and having a top ten list sort of thing. but honestly i don't think time and experience are so easily measured this way. i wish it were so simple. sometimes we want to believe that simplicity is the angel we can't capture. me i think capturing anything is to take...
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silent bob, do you have any idea what this fuckin guy is talkin about... dude, are you trying to raise the dead with all this kaiser soze shit... it's like every fourth word is fuckin missing or something... i get your in the army and its fucked up but silent bob was in the marines weren't you big boy... silent bob, show him your war face... shut the fuck up you fat bastard... sorry about that, silent bob is a little soft after a couple years of civilian life... it's ok though, i feel good today silent bob, we're gonna sell some weed... make that money and fuck that pussy... smokin weed... drinkin beers...