ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HA HA HA
i'm back from a month jaunt into a frozen hell, holed up in the night at a dacha in the southern part of missouri. so that was mostly my vacation as i ran away from the questions about iraq everyone was so eager to ask and prone to not realize the faux pas of asking me. so to insure the future...
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i'm back from a month jaunt into a frozen hell, holed up in the night at a dacha in the southern part of missouri. so that was mostly my vacation as i ran away from the questions about iraq everyone was so eager to ask and prone to not realize the faux pas of asking me. so to insure the future...
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well for starters, i just got back to the u.s. and i'll tell more later when i get a second.
hope you all are doing fucking great,
chris
hope you all are doing fucking great,
chris
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architectonic:
Yeah I'm late to the party... glad you're out of there safe! xx
elly:
Thank you 
the song of the day maybe of a few days as once again communication will become erratic and unsure.
so i guess i'll give a few...
i got to give it film school...you can say they sound like so many other great bands mixed together. bu t the soundscapes take you deep in the mystery and gigantic expectations of night possiblilities, melancholy contemplations driving on...
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so i guess i'll give a few...
i got to give it film school...you can say they sound like so many other great bands mixed together. bu t the soundscapes take you deep in the mystery and gigantic expectations of night possiblilities, melancholy contemplations driving on...
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architectonic:
What terror said - she's gorgeous.
jian:
Thanks for adding me as a friend bro.
right so forsome reason i have been able to get to this blog without problems and so i say hello to you all and wish i could read up more closely on how your doing. read the last blog, cause i'd still love to hear about your halloween adventures. if you don't want to share them with everybody you could always just send mea message...
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architectonic:
Sorry you missed halloween, it's not really a big thing here in Britain. Although I was dressed as a goth kitten for no real reason <shrug> it was fun.
Trip round Europe eh? For all my travelling, I need to explore my own continent more... Croatia is supposed to be fucking gorgeous though. I loved Sorrento and the Amalfi Coast in Italy, and Fontainebleau in France is amazing (more for climbing than anything else, but still).
Whatever you decide, it'll be awesome.
Trip round Europe eh? For all my travelling, I need to explore my own continent more... Croatia is supposed to be fucking gorgeous though. I loved Sorrento and the Amalfi Coast in Italy, and Fontainebleau in France is amazing (more for climbing than anything else, but still).
Whatever you decide, it'll be awesome.
right so...i'm wired on thisi shit called rip it...there like those little cans of red bull shit and well i'm pulling a lot of guar duty lately. and i need to be awake and well ennui's a motder fuckar. and i've been craving other sorts of shit i can't have in this stupid fucking panzy uniform i'm wearing so it was sort of a good...
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liv:
well to tell u the truth halloween in spain is not a big thing but oh well i used to celebrated anyway haha
i remember one year some friends and i went to a halloween party so we dressed up : one was like blade runnner, other like the crow and the other like a skull ah and me like a witch but we were a bit dressed... well we had to hide the crow and the skull to catch a taxi that night haha... and when we arrived we were almost the ones dressed different... i think i saw two people like that... but we didnt care...we went to to a concert and we drank lots and guys called me witch and tried to steal my hat and thats all i didnt meet anyone special that night...
i remember one year some friends and i went to a halloween party so we dressed up : one was like blade runnner, other like the crow and the other like a skull ah and me like a witch but we were a bit dressed... well we had to hide the crow and the skull to catch a taxi that night haha... and when we arrived we were almost the ones dressed different... i think i saw two people like that... but we didnt care...we went to to a concert and we drank lots and guys called me witch and tried to steal my hat and thats all i didnt meet anyone special that night...
blasted slow-ass internet that almost never allows me to get to this sight! and so now i belated wish you all had awesome halloweens. i hope you had fun and a bit of adventure that found you unharmed in the light of morning.
i can't wait to have a halloween again. it's been four in a row i've missed. but next year it's gonna be...
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i can't wait to have a halloween again. it's been four in a row i've missed. but next year it's gonna be...
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ignitethis:
I'm still recovering...it was a beautiful Halloween! YOU BETTER NOT MISS THE NEXT ONE!
lillithvain:
Hello! 
i need to write more often. i do appologize but the way things are right now: being here, shitty internet and lack of time well...i have my excuses.
i promise i'll be more on top of things when i get back to the states, especially when i take a month off and just chill about. i have come to realize i am a bit exhausted...
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i promise i'll be more on top of things when i get back to the states, especially when i take a month off and just chill about. i have come to realize i am a bit exhausted...
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btyjugs:
well i hope you are well in iraq and sure your childhood memories should be remembered and cherished its what gets all through our rough nights and days. and in the thought of believing in the purities of magic i am with you we have to believe its like believing in happiness and true love,picturing your babies first smile walk these are the things that we should all look forward too and strive for....i also remember the days my siblings i laughed so hard we almost peed even glancing at them made me laugh.well thanks for the add and hope all is well in the land of war and violence.Thoughts are with you 
well fuck me...i guess i just happened to see about four long distance relationships go sour and watched people getting totured by the ghosts of it. damn you all have been lucky sons of a bitches. i've tried one and being with her broke a lot of rules for me as i was saying the one though that i shan't never have broken was that...
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architectonic:
I'd say you deserve to do whatever you want after a tour of duty. Maybe a bit of a roadtrip, go places you've never been, clear your head and revel in the fact you're not in Iraq.
Also I'm impressed that you speak Russian - I'm in the 4th year of my degree and I'm still awful. Good luck with Yuliya
Thinking of you. Keep safe and sane.
Also I'm impressed that you speak Russian - I'm in the 4th year of my degree and I'm still awful. Good luck with Yuliya
Thinking of you. Keep safe and sane.
skys:
well if your folks are anything like mine then they would really appreciate seeing you. i agree about the relationship thing. it's is better not to be in one than to be in a shoddy one. a bad relationship can make you end up ripping yourself apart, thats awful about those girls hitting on everyone, god damn it thats what vibrators were invented for. some people are scum!
yes a break would sound like heaven for you, maybe mix it up a little, some relaxing and some family time. you guys must have saved up loads of money being out there. so treat yourself.
well my evening tonight, my mum is ill at the moment and my dad and her were meant to being going to london to see their friend's son in a band. so my mum gave the ticket to me. so we drove up to london after a long time found a parking spot, went to an italian restaurant and i had the best pizza i've had in years, then we went to the club and his band were awesome. my dad had a great time dancing and meeting new people. so my evening has been pretty eventful, it's nice to spend time with my parents before i leave for a year. and then i go back for a couple of months but then hopefully move out to the states to be with my fiance, he will have moved back by then cause he's stationed in germany, i cannot wait for that, i miss him so much.
oh yeah, how do those kids manage to tie wasps to string? my friend and i were talking about it earlier, i find it wierd cause i normally try and get away from wasps, not keep them on a near perimeter round me.....hmmmm....strange can you help with my question?
yes a break would sound like heaven for you, maybe mix it up a little, some relaxing and some family time. you guys must have saved up loads of money being out there. so treat yourself.
well my evening tonight, my mum is ill at the moment and my dad and her were meant to being going to london to see their friend's son in a band. so my mum gave the ticket to me. so we drove up to london after a long time found a parking spot, went to an italian restaurant and i had the best pizza i've had in years, then we went to the club and his band were awesome. my dad had a great time dancing and meeting new people. so my evening has been pretty eventful, it's nice to spend time with my parents before i leave for a year. and then i go back for a couple of months but then hopefully move out to the states to be with my fiance, he will have moved back by then cause he's stationed in germany, i cannot wait for that, i miss him so much.
oh yeah, how do those kids manage to tie wasps to string? my friend and i were talking about it earlier, i find it wierd cause i normally try and get away from wasps, not keep them on a near perimeter round me.....hmmmm....strange can you help with my question?
hello!!! the internet is finally working well enough for me to get on this site. don't you love iraq boys and girls?????? i'll tell you what...a friend of mine and a great person(one of those rare fellas who always is smiling and makes you feel good an never seems to ever know what a bad mood is like though he's always quiet and affectionate type...
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skys:
so did you friend die? sorry i find it really difficult to read large amounts of texts.......i blame it on dyslexia,
erm what you were saying about long distant relationships, in many cases they don't work i agree, but if you find that one person who you can imagine is still going to make you smile when you are 80, and that one person will listen to your troubles and you can do the same to them.
i suppose its what you are after, i'm in a long distant relationship and the guy i have met is so special that i will never fuck it up, i am going away for 9 months. i could throw it away for a one night stand but i wouldn't cause he is perfect for me.
what relationship doesn't need work?? and if me not seeing him for 9 months will result in me being able to spend the rest of my life with him then so be it thats how it will happen.
i think there are loads of people who would cheat on their boyf /girlf reagarless of them being away. it's the people rather than the situations.
sounds pretty tough there. you take care of yourself.
x
erm what you were saying about long distant relationships, in many cases they don't work i agree, but if you find that one person who you can imagine is still going to make you smile when you are 80, and that one person will listen to your troubles and you can do the same to them.
i suppose its what you are after, i'm in a long distant relationship and the guy i have met is so special that i will never fuck it up, i am going away for 9 months. i could throw it away for a one night stand but i wouldn't cause he is perfect for me.
what relationship doesn't need work?? and if me not seeing him for 9 months will result in me being able to spend the rest of my life with him then so be it thats how it will happen.
i think there are loads of people who would cheat on their boyf /girlf reagarless of them being away. it's the people rather than the situations.
sounds pretty tough there. you take care of yourself.
x
ketchupu:
sorry to hear about your friend
i agree with your other friends.
i was in a long distance relationship for nearly 7months& neither of us strayed. but unfortunately things happen, such as your friend. rip.
stay safe<3
i agree with your other friends.
i was in a long distance relationship for nearly 7months& neither of us strayed. but unfortunately things happen, such as your friend. rip.
stay safe<3
so i'm reading this book about shakespeare on my down time which for some reason has increased as of late(i know some reasons and if you pay attention to the news(though i don't recomend this form of brainwashing)then you'd know the reason i can not myself discuss). it's by burgess, you know the author of a clockwork orange. it's quite fascinating. i've been hooked to...
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architectonic:
Honey I've just had chance to catch up on your blog (I'd been away) and words cannot express the emotions you pulled out of me... and I'm not even there. Take care and keep strong, and keep writing whenever you can. Xx
I am doing okay, I try to survive and I ope you do too?
Be strong okay?
kiss