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cahrizz

from akron to cincinaitti to st. louis to spanish lake to chicago to hazelwood to georgia to fairban

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Wednesday Mar 18, 2009

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Why are women so fucking easy to please? How are their men out there that don't have a clue what they're doing? It's so fucking easy. I can almost go step by step with slight variations. Because you always need variation of speed and thrust, tongue, what you say to them.

And why do women not trust good men? When ever I'm an ass hole I can't scrape you all off my boots fast enough without the phone ringing or flirtation that borders on offense. But when I show my kindness. When I say this is who I am they assume I have some sort of vast closet stuffed full of insecurities. The fuck I do! Sure I've had my bad times. People have tried to murder me in numerous ways, one fucked me uninvited, been smoked by a bat and still I stand. Bombs, bullets, fists and feet and all I've got are a few scars and a certain level of skepticism. I have no qualms about my fears. I know if the shit goes down and gets crazy I'm the one anyone that needs to count on can count on. But I'm not into greed so you won't see me working some fucking job that figures out an angle and dresses it up as legitimate and steals. The only thing I regularly steal are hearts and on lonely nights they haunt me. I'd like to breed to find the solace of the other half the perfection of two opposites coming together and learning acceptance. Striving. Striving and living, giving and getting, sharing, taking part in not jocking, plotting, climbing, contriving. One shot, One kill. Always a thrill to kick in a door not knowing what's on the other side. Flying into the locked doors of subconscious and keeping the talisman of hybris around your neck to know your limits and where you can not transverse. Empathy not Apathy. Forgiveness not damnation. Words that bind. Honor. Memory that's long and hard. Accomplishment. All in the end surviving. This hostile universe seeking to snuff out our breath every moment of every second. In us all the destroyer that both belongs to us and is seperate; Yearning to rip open and howl, scratch and scream and devastate.



kottonkandy:
most men are assholes so by the time we find a good guy, we can't believe he's actually nice. we're kinda just waiting for the moment when we can say "i knew you were an asshole too!"
Mar 18, 2009
cahrizz:
lol. That's fairly true but short-sited. I could say that most women are gold diggers looking for a guy to take the place of their fathers as well. But that would also be short-sited. It would betray an insecurity. To me at the base it has to do with fear and hardwiring. I feel for you girls now a days. It seems to me many of you are confused by your societal roles. Now that you are able to do anything you want you're still being tugged at traditional roles. I experience the confusion myself, just not quite at the same level. But I think it's the root of the fear that some guy's just using you for your body and not interested in developing a friendship as well. Or rather developing a friendship that is expressed in it's highest form by physical intimatacy. Place two people in that and well fear expressed is usually leads to misunderstanding, then frustration or anger. Then seal it off in a label that santifies the situation and provides a sense of security to move on but be careful in the future contacts.

Fuck it. Take a chance. Learn to trust yourself and hone your skills at being able to be open and judgmental of character at the same time. Be yourself and let the die fall where they may.
Mar 18, 2009

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