a long time ago this place was different smaller.
not long ago i used to be alive.
not long ago i never thought of killing myself as viable solution.
not long ago i wasn't much afraid of anything.
a few minutes ago i felt good; i felt alive for the first time in so long. a short second ago the music in my ears pierced my heart, transported me above a city and the world felt very real again. the fear of ending up on the street or in an institution began to recede. a millisecond ago i became fixed. right now is so right on. in a moment i will free myself the concerns of all the problems that have never resulted from my actions or lack of action.
not long ago i used to be alive.
not long ago i never thought of killing myself as viable solution.
not long ago i wasn't much afraid of anything.
a few minutes ago i felt good; i felt alive for the first time in so long. a short second ago the music in my ears pierced my heart, transported me above a city and the world felt very real again. the fear of ending up on the street or in an institution began to recede. a millisecond ago i became fixed. right now is so right on. in a moment i will free myself the concerns of all the problems that have never resulted from my actions or lack of action.
lillithvain:
just stopping by to say hello
lillithvain:
hello to you. how are you doing?