cahrizz

new arcade fire albumn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss having hair and freedom so go ahead spit out what it's like to me so i can sort of remember what i'm looking forward to.

93% chance i shall be living in kalamazoo, michigan here in about six months or if they med board me because i'm a bit fruit loops.

300 hmmm. ...beautiful art. i especially liked the oracle. the only problem i have is that the oracle was part of a female cult, thus the uroboros or women knowing the secrets to the cycle of life, death and rebirth. but hey we all know about male goat herder religions....


i'm starting to have these old dreams in new forms where me and a special girl start running away from some fate. the cycle usually ends with a golden child and happiness. a girl i used to live with told me it was a symbol of my creations. so i guess i'm running from this stifling prison that makes it nearly impossible to create and i'll find my femine part of my soul and we'll create, pro-wise.

the word for the day is rejuvination.

as soon as i took a step into my darkness it started to light up. and man i was so looking forward to exploring it. we'll i'm sure i got at least about a month more of this shit.

peace to you all and good thoughts,
chris