cahrizz

so i'm reading this book about shakespeare on my down time which for some reason has increased as of late(i know some reasons and if you pay attention to the news(though i don't recomend this form of brainwashing)then you'd know the reason i can not myself discuss). it's by burgess, you know the author of a clockwork orange. it's quite fascinating. i've been hooked to shakepspeare as of late. i can not get over his ability to warp an mend a language come up with complexities beyond the scope of almost anything i have read or seeen and at the same time dance about into wild tangents of pure delight. i guess i like that aspect because try as i might i get hooked from the web of one spider into another and often times(as you see here especially) i get lost along the way until i rewrite(which i never do on the internet). it's really really great stuff. and to know things like back then that english was so pliable that when forced into marriage with ann hathaway it is written down in the law book as shagspeare. quite a bit of fun considering he was forced into the marriage by a pregnancy and a couple of shotguns so to speak.

and i also find, though i have denie and tried to grow up out of past the another similiarity to the man--he loves often but not wisely. ah yes. if but i would not desire so the bitterness of that fruit melancholy then maybe things would be better. but i much love the romanticism of a nice break down and a bit of break though in the prime of my life may have been not the greatest timing.

got to go to the gym. can't wait to feel the pain of enforce workouts when i'd rather just lay around and play with words all day and enjoy a nice good strong shot of freedom from these triviliaties. again i repeat fuck war. it is a waste of time and money. and life. but hell most people waste their lives anyway.

well i didn't say what i at intended
cheers,
chris