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cahrizz

from akron to cincinaitti to st. louis to spanish lake to chicago to hazelwood to georgia to fairban

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Thursday Jul 27, 2006

Jul 27, 2006
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uh oh????? moving back and forth no internet for a few days and now....................................i might be going back to iraq for four months. I HATE YOU BUSH!!!! SUCK MY ASS YOU PUSSY SHITHEAD!! i should just go awol like you did. so you think no one's watching and you're gonna bomb the shit out of baghdad??????

fucking perve. i hope you go broke and have to grocery shop for the first time in your pathetic life. i hope you'r girls serve our country since it's so easy to send other people's children, fathers and mothers over to babysit a bunch of murderers.

i hope everyone in your family gets cancer and you have to watch them die painful deaths. i hope you get caught for the fraud and thief you are. i hope you experience the pain you've spread on this earth. skull


and so i get this good bit of news. and i tell this to a girl i'm mad in love with. not cool. i've avoided girls like the plague since i've been in the army. i don't want to deal with it because i didn't want to hurt somebody or get hurt myself. but now i got to because my heart beats for her. all i want is to get out of the army and enjoy her company. share life with her. i don't want to take her through worrisome nights and days when i can't call b/c somebody got capped. so it goes...and it flows and it flows and nobody knows the next twist in the road.

and man...this girl assaulted my heart.
she's so perfect for me. she makes me want to open up and share everything with her. i want to see her reaction to the most breath taking views of this world. i want to make her laugh, smile and feel great. i am experiencing joy, which is different than happiness. hapiness comes and goes. i thought things like this were just in my dreams. i thought it was the stuff of storybooks or movies. but...

and so it goes...

chris
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cahrizz:
i said kicking and i meant to write baking it. lol shocked
Jul 27, 2006
jordan:
there's so much i want to say to you in response to this journal entry it just rips me up. the thought of you going back. the thought of you having to stay there. it all just fucking rips me up.
i'm glad i make you feel joy. i know its your birthday, and what i'd love to give you i can't. i want to give you the freedom to walk around in chicago, to breathe its sweet night air, to take a walk through that park again, to pulverize all the violence that has your ears ringing and replace it with my laughter, the laughter you cause, and to just give you a shady spot under a tree and let your breathe in nothing but writing time, thinking time, to make your time YOURS afuggungain. i want to give you PEACE.
i have nothing but love and hope and courage for you, sweetheart.
Jul 28, 2006

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