cahrizz

all right so i how do i say this with out sounding like maybe i'm a sicko? so i've been seeing all these dead bodies lately. i know who hasn't seen a dead person. but how many of you have seen a murdered person in real life? fresh even?

well it seems the estemiable iraqie people are smitten with the concept of murder though we refer to them as assasinations. i'll tell you one thing it was surreal in a way. not like when you kill a man because that you sort of push back in your mind. this is different. this is somebody believing in some fucking idea so much that they'll go about killing people. i am here mainly because of my friends otherwise i was in the process of bailing on this career. but that's beside the point. i've got dudes blowing me up left and right and killing us and i can understand that a bit. you just step outside your ethnocentric landscape for a moment and use a tad bit of empathy. but killing their own people why? and before you start saying shit like sunni or sh'ia let me remind you that mosul is predominantly sunni without sh'ias but with christians. and no they're not christians; anyway as far as i've been allowed to know.

but back to the body. man i've been seeing some pretty strange shit lately. and i got to give it to hollywood they are right on in the make up department. but new dead bodies they roll all around. and i keep getting this image of this one guy in his man dress being rushed about by four iraqie army dudes; he had this huge red stain and the sun is so bright and and the color really was just vibrant.

well i didn't really write what i wanted to write about or get to any of the points i had in mind really but i must go now.

later,
chris