cahrizz

as fate would have it i'm a reaffirmed believer that life is surreal. i'm home on r&r and it feels strange. i need a woman fix but i can't do the whole bar thing. i don't want another one might stand today in fact i'm pretty sur ei'm done with that whole scene but who can really say what the future might hold. some old girlfriends have been very inviting but i'm still on the mend a bit and well i'm not sure looking back or going through that again will be good for me. but it certainly is a great feeling having women say to you well maybe this isn't the place for that sort of boasting so i'll refrain. but one thing i wish i could do right now would be to go down on the right sort of bird and well...i shan't wait as long as morrisey temptation's such a drag but i awwwwwwwwkkkkkkrrrggggg i can't write a coherent thoguht at the moment. any peace
chris d.