Tuesday Aug 01, 2006

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i have an abundance of cash...time for tattoos and maybe a new piercing??? ahh i shall pierce the cock soon!!!

fuck man the artist in me just won't let shit be.


listen to placebo especially the new albumn and tell me why i'm screaming, singing a song in a pillow all night long...

god am i so hard to love????
doherty:
Of course I do want to say "Hi"... I just had a stressful day, I am in the mid of organizing the german SG girl strip in a club in Dortmund. I had a meeting with the club owner today and we talked for a long time about the money and the other stuff ya know?

kiss D.

Tuesday Aug 01, 2006

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do you what is great about having awesome friends?


they aren't afraid to tell you the truth. and they root for you at the same time. and they say hey that girl ain't worth it. and this when you wake them up at three something in the morning and tell'em you're headed back to iraq. and they say she isn't worth it. you're too good...
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Monday Jul 31, 2006

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it needs a bit of editing adding and subtracting but it's already here so...
all right all right inspiration's taking hold of me. on my walk to the liqueror store i had me a little talk right in front of me. kicking those pebbles all around keeping my head down on the ground i began to hera this beautiful sound so i perked my head...
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cahrizz:
i had to do things when i cared to calm her down and now when i'm not calm sleep is so much better

so when she decides i'm still her friend she;ll be my friend again

Monday Jul 31, 2006

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wow of all the shittiest possible days
my weekend was madness so much i wanted to do but couldn't do a damn thing b/c of where i am and really what i am.

and that means yes...that's right BACK TO THE MOTHER FUCKING SAND BOX

OH AND IF ANYBODY BELIEVES THAT I MANIPULATE FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING OVER-AGED HIPPY NEW WAVE SHITTIEST BAND I'VE EVER...
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Sunday Jul 30, 2006

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so madame bovary. one of my all time faves. anyone care to discuss what you thought of it? some of those scenes flaubert created were so amzing it's like he was writing a film with the angles he took the reader through. i am reading an awesome book right now called everyone is chuckers. it is reminding me of chicago and all the good times...
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jordan:
i love you, fancy pants. kiss kiss
doherty:
kiss your friend...

Saturday Jul 29, 2006

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whew... got a little too drunk on my birthday. the presents i get today are the ones full of shame. i find exactly what i was doing, what i was up to..... guess i'm done drinking again. it's just not me any more. oh well things could be worst...

ciao wink
mad_fer_it:
i know exactly what you mean.... did you wake up with one of these in your bed too....
cahrizz:
shhhhh!!! man i was hoping that wouldn't get out. damn now everyone'll know. baaahaaa lol eeek

Friday Jul 28, 2006

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so bright eyes i'd like to quote bright eyes rightnow,

if you hate the taste of wine, why do you drink it till your blind?. and if you swear there's no truth and who cares how come you say it like you're right? why are you scared to drink of god when it's salvation that you want? you see stars that clear have been dead...
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cahrizz:
where's my bros and ho's ???? not gonna see clerks tonight.. too late my friend forgot to grab me intime and well frankly my girl grabbed me just in time
doherty:
kiss Maybe it is time for europe or south america and create a new peaceful life? I guess you are right.

Take care, D. bok

Friday Jul 28, 2006

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when will i learn? another long long piece of work but something i was really liking i had written here. and the fucking computer button that always manages to be the wrong buttom stole it all. and i'm sick of not having a backspace or delete key. i didn't even want to post what i was writing. it was just sort of an alter ego...
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mad_fer_it:
just think of this as someone slapping you in the face because yur freakin out....
i know you have every reason.... this hurts me more than it does you....






get a grip.... so to speak.... wink

Friday Jul 28, 2006

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well i was thinking of doing one of those year in review type of things and having a top ten list sort of thing. but honestly i don't think time and experience are so easily measured this way. i wish it were so simple. sometimes we want to believe that simplicity is the angel we can't capture. me i think capturing anything is to take...
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Thursday Jul 27, 2006

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uh oh????? moving back and forth no internet for a few days and now....................................i might be going back to iraq for four months. I HATE YOU BUSH!!!! SUCK MY ASS YOU PUSSY SHITHEAD!! i should just go awol like you did. so you think no one's watching and you're gonna bomb the shit out of baghdad??????

fucking perve. i hope you go broke and have...
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cahrizz:
i said kicking and i meant to write baking it. lol shocked
jordan:
there's so much i want to say to you in response to this journal entry it just rips me up. the thought of you going back. the thought of you having to stay there. it all just fucking rips me up.
i'm glad i make you feel joy. i know its your birthday, and what i'd love to give you i can't. i want to give you the freedom to walk around in chicago, to breathe its sweet night air, to take a walk through that park again, to pulverize all the violence that has your ears ringing and replace it with my laughter, the laughter you cause, and to just give you a shady spot under a tree and let your breathe in nothing but writing time, thinking time, to make your time YOURS afuggungain. i want to give you PEACE.
i have nothing but love and hope and courage for you, sweetheart.

Saturday Jul 22, 2006

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in case you haven't seen the stryker bomb picture check it out. that is/was my vehicle. we got hit and that is the result. and there is the proof that i bled for such a worthless country...

but in other exciting fun developments, i just got the movie wonerboys stuck in my head. it is also a rocking book. but the movie was well made...
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treason:
hey thanks for the messages! hopefully I'll be chatting you up again soon.
bexi:
we live in a bad world with a good soul wink
What fears me is that in the end no one on this planet is save. even though life seems to be so sweet, laughing children, prom, going out to party, watching the snow fall and the butterflies rise.....all of a sudden its all rotten, dead and bloody tears everywhere. what a contradiction everywhere, every day.


I saw that movie long ago. I remember it as a good one but cant remember details...just the boy in his basement. biggrin

Friday Jul 21, 2006

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see pictures of the stryker after the bomb in my pics. see my blood on my pants? wink my IBA is offf so that is why chest is clean. but the dirt on my face is nothing more than dried blood i tried to wipe off with a bottle of water.
so this buddy of mine who haunts my nightmares all the time and for like...
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kay:
zetacreations.com

Truly weird.

~cheers
kay:
*laughter* I know. Totally freakish. Though I think I would buy a few to use as scrunchie holders in the bathrooms.

Have you ever seen www.divine-interventions.com?

~cheers
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