Alright...lets catch up with whats going on in my uneventful life.
I graduated with my NEC last friday and passed my final test yesterday...all thats left is a week of labs that are mostly just busy body time to keep us busy and accounted for.
I bought my ticket home today so i can see my family for a couple weeks before i spend the next 4 years in and around japan.
Broke up with my girlfriend because i want a fresh start when i do get to japan and i dont want to have to leave someone behind literally across the world waiting for someone who may not go back to her.
I never thought saying goodbye would suck this bad...ive done it before but i never went this far from home for this long of not even having the opportunity to go back home...ive had the opportunity a few times and i passed it up but the opportunity was always there and reassuring...stationed in japan i will only have christmas stand down and thats if we are in port at the time...if not then its gonna be sometime around christmas when they let us go, like in february or something.
I already feel myself just completely disconnected from the world around me...part not wanting to leave so many friends behind...part just waiting for the chance to leave everyone behind and start something new which will most undoubtedly define the kind of man i will become.
I guess this is it...i dont feel like ranting anymore right now but if i feel like boring everyone some more then i will jump at the chance.
Cage
I graduated with my NEC last friday and passed my final test yesterday...all thats left is a week of labs that are mostly just busy body time to keep us busy and accounted for.
I bought my ticket home today so i can see my family for a couple weeks before i spend the next 4 years in and around japan.
Broke up with my girlfriend because i want a fresh start when i do get to japan and i dont want to have to leave someone behind literally across the world waiting for someone who may not go back to her.
I never thought saying goodbye would suck this bad...ive done it before but i never went this far from home for this long of not even having the opportunity to go back home...ive had the opportunity a few times and i passed it up but the opportunity was always there and reassuring...stationed in japan i will only have christmas stand down and thats if we are in port at the time...if not then its gonna be sometime around christmas when they let us go, like in february or something.
I already feel myself just completely disconnected from the world around me...part not wanting to leave so many friends behind...part just waiting for the chance to leave everyone behind and start something new which will most undoubtedly define the kind of man i will become.
I guess this is it...i dont feel like ranting anymore right now but if i feel like boring everyone some more then i will jump at the chance.
Cage
kornalina:
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