caffeineheadache

my girlfriend is starring at me for the first time as I write into the journal.

I don't think she really likes this website.
but she does. I think some people are afraid to like this website. oh well whatever.. started my new tat friday but i guess i gotta go back a few more times.

sat went to a wedding.
everything went alright I...
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update this bitch!!!!

the little lady has the flu.
what's up with people with weak immune systems? nature lacking a bit i guess.
i don't even get headaches, so it's hard to relate.

drove to san fernando valley today with a nice stop in hollywood. sometuimes being a pick up driver takes you to the worst places. almost stayed in hollywood...just to try and make...
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who wants to be ordered around all the time?

who wants thier partner to be demanding?

um...my girlfriend.

wierd eh. the most layed back person has a girl who wants orders and shit. this is an odd turn.

tired tired tired.

i was going to write something about head but I can't remember what it was.

i don't know what the fuck i'm doing right now.

all I know is in a month I'm gone.
gone gone gone to Europe so I can waste money on beer and food in another country..well atleast it is a change of scenery.

so whatcha whatcha whatcha want?

seems like an easy question.
but it really isn't.

word is bond..

so I stayed up late last night watching movies and playing on the web.
if anyone likes radiohead let me know because a friend of mine found a bunch links to live shows.

um.... yeah I finally got a cd player in the work truck so I got to listen to my greg palast cd finally. everyone should here this cd it...
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The feeling is a lack of feeling and it is real. It isnt till you actually try to do something that a feeling comes over you. Its some cocktail of pain and frustration that is too hard to think about. Reading becomes hard. Each sentence seems to drag and you lose your place constantly. Your mind wonders back to that void from where it came....
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ahhh mothers day.

I wish I was mother so I could have a day. As it stands there is no loser son day. I guess that is everyday for me ha ha ha. OK enough making myself laugh.

I can't stop playing fight night..I know I know I'm a big nerd but what the hell.
I should clean my pool or something..

gonna go watch...
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cinco de mayo was fun.

the 80's club wasn't a let down like it normally is, but it makes me feel like I have to comb my hair and that isn't good. danced till the girl got tired....or till she got tired of seeing her 'x" walking around....fun times.

stil haven't seen "the cooler" and it's bugging the hell outta me.

and I can't find...
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my stupid earing is infected....
this always happens...

oh well happy mayo de cinco....or something..

looks like it's rock n sushi again....
this is the last holiday I go there.
I hope everyone else has better plans.