The feeling is a lack of feeling and it is real. It isnt till you actually try to do something that a feeling comes over you. Its some cocktail of pain and frustration that is too hard to think about. Reading becomes hard. Each sentence seems to drag and you lose your place constantly. Your mind wonders back to that void from where it came. After a while some outside force tries to distract you and you cant even get angry.
weso:
Apathy.