caffeinatedcutie

I really suck at keeping up with regular blogs....these past few weeks have been really busy with work and other stuff...I'm not feeling good today and this summer heat is going to kill us all here in northern cali, its supposed to be over 100 for the next week, blah!!!! I've been having trouble sleeping for the past few months and it's finally really starting to get to me, I don't know what to do or what the problem is...I'm noticing a difference in my weight, my personality, this lack of sleep has caused me to become depressed and very quiet and withdrawn, not my normal self at all, all I know is that this is messed up.....I think I've just had a lot on my mind and I'm not allowing myself to relax.....Anywho, with that in mind, I'm gonna try to put myself to bed....I hope everyone is well, I love you all...

love,

Manda