This was Evelyn's reply to the E-mail I sent her.....
HI, I am writing to you because, quite frankly I am a little too afraid to try to call you again. I can not stand facing so much anger. I really value our friendship Evelyn, and I am hoping it will be able to continue. I love spending time with you, and I have alot of fun when I do. I really want to get to know all of you. I am sorry if I disappointed or hurt you the other night. If you felt rejected and or embarassed, I apologize. I just can not be the 'Stand in' guy. I want to know that if you and I are together in that way, that it is my arms you want to be in, that it is me that you need, want, and see when we are making love. And not someone else, with your mind and heart somewhere else. I really like you very much, and have often thought about what it would be like if we could really become friends and possibly more, if that is where the journey takes us. So, now I guess I will wait for you to decide what is in your heart and mind where it concerns our relationship. I pray that it may continue. Please let me know either way. I will be waiting with hope in my heart for your answer.
SAE
And her reply....
Dear Mr. Scott:
I really apreciate your friendship, but you have to know that between you and me nothing can happend, more than anything you know that I'm in love with someone else, besides, I dont want to used you, I tent to do that a lot and i dont want to, and i'm sorry but i cannot correspond to your feelings. Thats who i am, thats probably why life is the way it is with me. Like you can tell, i'm very independent and stuborn, proud, and many times selfish, and only one person that has actually made me feel like i want to change is you know who, but thats all. I am sorry if in any way i missed led you to think anything that was not, and i am sorry for whatever i have done, but i cant fixed it now, and you need to move on, i have. My best wishes.
Evelyn.
Riot
HI, I am writing to you because, quite frankly I am a little too afraid to try to call you again. I can not stand facing so much anger. I really value our friendship Evelyn, and I am hoping it will be able to continue. I love spending time with you, and I have alot of fun when I do. I really want to get to know all of you. I am sorry if I disappointed or hurt you the other night. If you felt rejected and or embarassed, I apologize. I just can not be the 'Stand in' guy. I want to know that if you and I are together in that way, that it is my arms you want to be in, that it is me that you need, want, and see when we are making love. And not someone else, with your mind and heart somewhere else. I really like you very much, and have often thought about what it would be like if we could really become friends and possibly more, if that is where the journey takes us. So, now I guess I will wait for you to decide what is in your heart and mind where it concerns our relationship. I pray that it may continue. Please let me know either way. I will be waiting with hope in my heart for your answer.
SAE
And her reply....
Dear Mr. Scott:
I really apreciate your friendship, but you have to know that between you and me nothing can happend, more than anything you know that I'm in love with someone else, besides, I dont want to used you, I tent to do that a lot and i dont want to, and i'm sorry but i cannot correspond to your feelings. Thats who i am, thats probably why life is the way it is with me. Like you can tell, i'm very independent and stuborn, proud, and many times selfish, and only one person that has actually made me feel like i want to change is you know who, but thats all. I am sorry if in any way i missed led you to think anything that was not, and i am sorry for whatever i have done, but i cant fixed it now, and you need to move on, i have. My best wishes.
Evelyn.
Riot